Dear diary, I love Louis Tomlinson...

Chapter 1

Hi, my name is Joy and I'm 16. I have only two friends named Jay and Maggie. We have been together ever since we were 5. I've had a hard time since high school started and I really wanted that to change. I have been bullied ever since I can remember but, I've gotten used to the hurting. I used to cut but haven't been for two months now, which is a new record for me. Today had almost changed that...

FLASHBACK

"Mom! I'm walking to school today!" I yelled to my mom. "Ok honey, be careful!"
I started my way to school and found my friends walking as well. I started running to catch up with them. "Maggie! Jay! Wait up!" They stop and turn my way. I stop beside them to catch my breath. "Hey Joy. What's up?" Jay asked while looking back at me. "Not much and you?" I asked back.
"Same." I noticed Maggie wasn't talking so I asked what was wrong. "Oh, nothing." She replied, I nodded.
We had finally arrived at school. I walk up to my locker and got my books ready for 1st period.
"What's up loser!" a guy said as he knocks down my books. I sigh and pick them up. As I'm walking to my class, the 'popular' girls come up to me and just stare like I'm just a piece of trash. I roll my eyes and keep walking until someone taps my shoulder. I turn around to see who it was but instead, I fall to the ground.
"Oops sorry that was an accident." Faith, leader of the 'popular' girls, says sarcastically. The rest of the girls are laughing their butts off. I run to the bathroom and into a stall to cry my eyes out. I search my backpack for my razor. I'm having an urge to cut. I shook my head and placed it back. I was about to walk out when someone walked in.
"Haha! Did you see her face?"

"Omg! Yes how could I not."

"She is such a freak."

"Couldn't agree more!"

I wanted to start crying again but i had to fight the urge to. I could tell they were starting to walk out because they're voices became faint. I couldn't take it anymore so I just ran out and went back home as fast as I could.

REALITY

I am home still and have been for 3 days now. Jay and Maggie have been texting me non-stop wondering what has happened to me and wanted to know what caused me to run away. I couldn't face them and tell them why. Sometimes, I just don't know what to do anymore.