I think everybody wants to be someone. To make a change. To stand out. I'm no different, I'm just less likely to.
I've had a passion to perform for as long as I can remember. I have no idea how it started but I wish it would end. I've always wanted to be that little bit more important than everyone else, but I never am. I never will be. I'm yet to meet someone that I can properly relate to about it. I know I'm nothing special. I know I'm no more than ordinary.
I look around and I see people, people with normal lives and normal routines. I don't want to end up that way; I believe life is sacred and that we should all grasp our own opportunities while we can. And that's where it all goes wrong for me. I'm an introvert, see. I suffer from social anxiety and find it almost impossible to do the simplest task of just making eye contact. So how is someone with such big dreams meant to go about achieving them when she can't even say "hi" to someone she's known for years?
It's so tragic, it's almost funny. But that's my life.
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Ordinary Girl [MIKA Fanfiction]
FanfictionTo herself, Alexandra was nothing more than an ordinary girl living an ordinary life. Nobody took notice of her, she grew up feeling insignificant and thought she'd remain that way forever. That is, until she met a boy named Mica.
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