It seem like now....
Mostly or a lot....
Hispanic family think it disrespectful..
If you don't speak spanish.
Saying that you not a real hispanic women,
Or real hispanic men...
If you don't know spanish....
This is bullshit to me.
I am who I am.....
I will never define MYSELF as a language.
I am a women,
I have lips, hips, and eye lids.
I can dance "the punta"
Speak in spanish,
Clean my house all the time.
I say yes to all this....
BUT That not all that I am.
It seem like hispanic plant,
A label that live until day you die.
I will know,
This happen to me,
But I think it's disrespectful
When a hispanic mother threats their child,
If you don't know spanish, You be exile.
Or I will beat you if you don't talk to me in spanish.
I just wonder where the fuck did this come form.
Am not saying for all hispanics, that honduran like me,
Or who ever you are...
And your family member say that you....
The real hispanic-american.
If you don't know your language,
Or your nation dance.
is bullshit.
You can be whoever you what to be with out those aspect.
I know we all what to please our families by being the best we can be.
But all am saying don't follow but lead.
And if your family member don't like it,
then all well.
Family should be there for you for the good or bad.
Sometime I wish I can be bliss with a warm, lovely family.
That kind and accepts other as who they are.
But I don't,
I have a shitty family that leave high and dry if something bad happen to you.
And for the people who would say "you are going to hell" if your listen to that music.
Or watch that TV show.
I feel like am already living in my own hell...
by not being who I am.....
I can't be who I am..
I can't speak about the bad things that happen to me.
Because I will kick and beat.
scars, uhhh
This will tell your stories.
But getting off the subject.
Sometime I wish I would not live in a family like this.
Where it good to keep things in.
Hold all the bad and leave the good.
Have a cold heart as deep as you would.
I am me,
A hispanic women.
Not define by label,
Dance,
Or language but hispanic women.
That need to get something off her chest.
Thank you
For Listen.
