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The talk and secret [4]

Rachel's P.O.V.

When Lisa pulled me aside she grabbed Nick . " Now that little scene you guys had , like I said before what in the the world is going on ?"

She looked at me with waiting for an answer. " Well it's my fault and now its weird being around her. " " Nick don't take the blame things just went farther than they were suppose to go ." Me and Nick looked at each other. I looked into his green eyes and he looked into my brown eyes.

Lisa cleared her throat. " That's what I'm talking about right there between you too. "
I'm mean Lisa was right, me and Nick have our attraction towards each other.

Who wouldn't  like a guy with green eyes, dark hair and dimples every time he smiles. Something about dimples just gets me. I hated it. No no I love it .

Dimples are cute .

Right ?

" Lisa can we please talk about this later , you're over here trying to clear things up when you haven't spilled your self about the whole Hawaii trip."

Lisa looked away thinking of something." Oh would you look at that they are walking away lets go and catch up. "

I grabbed her wrist and threw her back so she can answer my concern. " Rach do you really , really want to know?'' Nick looked at me .

'' Yes I really want to know I promise I won't get mad" He sighed. He nodded towards Lisa.

" Well, we were thinking of taking you but we weren't really sure if we should because, Ok Rachel you act like , no you are a total buzz kill. "

"Every time we go some where you go all mother board on us and we want to HAVE fun."

My heart dropped and a tear came down my face and I walked away. Nick grabbed my arm , spun me around into his arms. His hands were above my waist. It sent a chill up my back.

" Now do you know why we didn't want to tell you why , Shawn thought you would kill us all that way if you can't go then we ALL can't go."

" Thanks for telling me why but now I won't go so I don't bum you all out . " " No you can still go" said Lisa.

" NO I can't go ."

My mind was wrapped around me being called a buzz kill but then I thought, " Maybe I can go.''

" There's my girl . "
"IF"

" Oh no there's an if"'

" If everyone else votes on me going, and if they do I will not be a buzz kill just some times I don't know how to relax and I care about you and I don't want you guys to get hurt. But I will start to be cool.'' I lied . If their in trouble buzz kill / momma Rachel's coming to the rescue.

They both smiled at me and nodded. We all caught up with the rest.

" I now know why you guys didn't  want me to go and I won't be a buzz kill but you guys have to vote on me going. Be honest. "

Everyone raised their hand except Cole. " Cole is there a reason why you don't want me to go."

Everyone stared at him. " Well yes there is , your super annoying and a total mom . No moms on this trip." " Fine."

He smiled and raised his hand. "Yay now that is settled lets shop for what we need."

After  we finished , we headed back home to me and Lisa's room.
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Getting interesting. The trip and action are going to come in the next two
chapters . Love yall