I see you but can't touch u no further than your shoulders. Wish to hold u against the wall and stare in your eyes but,we don't see eye to eye as I wish we would I see your pain but u hide. Hide in the dark I step in to shine light but like water against fire u out me. Sinking in this crushing love I have for u please look my way for am hissing like a snake looking for another. I guess am not the main attraction but am still attacked by your gentle hugs that I get rather than kisses. What are we really just friends or just strangers with no loving connection to be honest I sink in your eyes. I wish for countless mornings to wake in your presence but do I come on to hard or to soft. Is it wrong to hide in my skin other than to be free and tell you how I really feel. How do u feel What is it with u and your So called attractions? Here I am but where are they where answer me. Now it feels like a wall has grown like a cloud of sad rain. I cry because I fail to hold me and speak my truth but my tongue folds at every chance I get. Tied tongues cause choking they say or cat got your tongue. I'd cut mine to not choke to express myself with u my crush hidden love.
