We used to have a very deep connection that no one understood. Even in our toughest times, it was just you and I.
**October 1, 2016
Louis Tomlinson
It's okay. I'm fine. Everything will be okay. You got this.
Those were the thoughts running through my head, night and day. Obviously it's not okay, I am not fine, everything will not be okay and I definitely don't got this.
Regretting all the things I didn't do when I was with you.
I tried being happy without you but I couldn't lie to myself. How selfish of me right? Considering all I ever did was lie to you. Accepting the fact that you believed everything I said, causing me to have not one ounce of guilt on my body.
Feeling the cold shoulder of the wind, reminiscing the time you and I used to have, the meaningful but also deep conversations about everything and anything outside early in the mornings in the cold autumn breeze. Hating the fact that we would soon have to get ready for work.
I remember you used to hate getting up every single dreadful morning.
You were always there when I needed someone, if only I was there for you when you needed someone.
All I hope and ask for is for you to be okay.
I'm sorry for everything.
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False Hope [Louis Tomlinson AU]
Fanfiction(False Hope A Louis Tomlinson AU) Some say that promises are made to be broken. That hope is just another way of saying to let go.