You Can't Change Me

I brush the dust from my shoulders and stood up in a daze. What happened last night? I look around me. I'm in an alley. I need to get out of here. I start to walk but my leg hurts too much. I fiddle with my pocket for my phone. Where is it? Although it's morning I can't really see anything. Wait, there it is! I crawl over to a puddle and pick up my phone.

"Fifteen missed calls?" I whisper, I don't want to be too loud. There might be someone here.

"Dan? What does he want? Who cares, I am over him now. I need to get away from this stink hole." I judder, my jaw hurts now.

Finally I reach daylight. Oh no, I know where I am. Reed Avenue is not a good place to be. I probably got kicked out of The Icebar last night and beaten up by someone in the alley. I need to stop going out, stop being so rough. It's all Dan's fault.

I get another call from Dan and ignore it. He is the last thing I need right now. I slowly pace down the street and turn a corner into my own. I waddle up the steps to the apartment block. It is quite nice considering the area it is built in.

I live on the ground floor so I crawl the last few steps into my apartment. I never lock the door which is pretty stupid. I need to start doing that.

I pick myself and hear a noise in my kitchen. Oh God not now!

I rushed into the kitchen as fast as I could and when I got there I wanted to scream. It was Dan.

"What do you want?" I groan. I wasn't in the mood for his stupidity now. I never am to be honest.

"Gemma, you need to come back to school. You're sixteen love! You go out every night and come back wasted and beat up!" he pleads.

"Who's fault is that?" I ask. It was more of a statement than a question.

"Oh come over Gem! I have changed. Seen the light! I know your parents death must have been tough on you but do you think they would be proud of your current situation?" he says in an annoying fatherly voice.

"Leave my parents out this!! You caused all this and left! Go away Dan! Go and live your prissy school life!" I hated school. I hated Dan. I hated life.

I used to have it all, popularity, grades, nice clothes, good food. Now it's all gone thanks to Dan.

He took me to a club for our second year anniversairy, he was a year older than me. He got drunk and left without me. There I was, a fifteen year old girl in a pub with 50 pounds. I got drinks and got drunk. I woke up on the street. Got up and decided to do it again. That's my life right now. I don't even know why. I spent all my money on beer and ruined all my clothes. Dropped out of school and lost everything all in one drunken moment.

"Fine Gemma. I will go but you are coming with me." he says with a devious grin. What?

"No I am not!" I shout.

Dan runs into my room and runs back with a H&M bags in his hands. Huh?

"Pick an outfit out of these and put it on. We are going to McDonalds" he gives me the bags and I walk to

my room, giving my bad leg no pain.

I decide on a pair of my own ripped jeans and my own white tanktop and walk back out with my hair in a ponytail and give a sarcastic smile to Dan.

"Why didn't you put my stuff on?" he questions because it is so puzzling.

"I don't need your charity. Are we going?" I stress. I wouldn't normally go anywhere with him but I think he is planning something and I am curious to find out what it is.

We drive to McDonalds in Dans stupid car. It's stupid because it annoys me and it annoys me because it exists. Stupid BMW M4.

We get to McDonalds and Dan whips out his phone and dials a number.

"Dinosaur is in the jungle. Lion, roar." that's all he says and then he hangs up.

What the actual heck?

"What was that?" I ask. He just smiles and points to an empty table. I sit down and so does he. He gives a thumbs up to the door. Now I feel uncomfortable. Am I sitting at a table with a nutjob?

I stare at my red converse and wait to leave.

I look up and see another boy at our table. He has big blue eyes and jet black flicked hair. He seemed cute. But cuddly and chocolates cute. I don't want to corrupt that.

"Gemma, this is Phil. I think you should get to know him" Dan says nudging me.

I smile at Phil. "Hi, my name is Gemma. I don't know what stupid plan Dan has planned for me but I don't think it's a good idea. Sorry" I stand up and Phil frowns. He grabs my hand.

"Don't worry. Dan just wants us to be friends" Phil smiles and I sit back down. I couldn't leave, it would be like refusing a child chocolate.

OK So I guys! I know I have only been commited to one fanfiction at a time so after a while I have come up with this plot. I am kinda over 1D but you can never fully leave them so I have decided to make a fanfiction on my new favourite obsession YouTube! 

Its not exactly new but I feel I am the peak of my obsession over it and hope to stay here for a while. I have alot of favourite YouTubers but right now I think my favourite would be these guys. Dan Howell and Phil Lester. I am part of the phandom but I think this is going to be fun so Enjoy!!

Heather Out!