CRYING.. it was the only last thing that kept on harassing and torturing my heart since the day he left. I locked my eyes from the beyond, behind that distance and this heartache, is a wonderful place I know someday I'll pursue. My smile trying to be broad again...
Flowers everywhere, the ere of this fidelity is such a lovely place to be, and the light! oh be still, I am coming in your way..."Come'on Alis! we aren't in your wonderland. get back to work!" uuuhg. the voice of that ugly mistress, the manager of the company, it is really stressing me out. Paperworks and computer works... here it is, it is life and it was my destiny, is there anything I can do to change it? NOTHING! I answered myself smiling while doing alot of work. Almost 8 hours of work, finally it is going to be a home sweet home. "Alisandra Hemsworth, you are, right?". The chief of industries, yes another paperwork. This-is-not-really-ultimately-cool. A bubble poped and it was reality again. I managed I smile instead of a dumbfounded look "Yes, Mr.Cyrus, it is I. Do you need anything? how can I help you". His brows rosed high and I then too and he laughs. "Your perfectly suite for the new project, I need you tomorow 8am, clear as a crystal." I was shocked, terribly shocked "Oh Mr.Cyrus-" he interrupted me "I'll see you. Have a good night!" then he was now miles away half-gone. OKAY? am I dreaming again, I consulted myself. I keep on pitching every part of me to wake up but it won't work, maybe it just need some sleep tonight, wake up again tomorow and face life.
The sun finally rised up high above the rocky mountain and beneath the thick clouds, it is now facing the Earth with it's hot raises that burned ofcourse, my extra-snow-white-skin. PREPOSTEROUS! I keep on laughing, err- just to start the day beautiful with an extraordinary bliss. I dresses up myself with my tone stockings and the formal office dress and don't you forget my black shoes that I'd been tooking care of 2 years ago. I was beautifuly dressed now and ready to head off to the office.
Ooooh! wet and drastically unbeautiful. SHRUGS! that rain owe me a day. But then, I entered the office with a smile even with the embarrassment that welcomed me. "Alis... Mr. Cyrus's been waiting for you in his office". I head off to Mr. Cyrus's office right after putting my things in the deck, I knocked 3 times before entering his scented room. "Good morning Mr. Cyrus, sorry I was late, the rain was pretty much tough." but he was quiet "uh- about the project you've been telling me Sir. What is it?" he rose from his seat and walked in my place. "I owe you a congratulation after the victorious seminar in Paris, that you will be presenting." my mouth shut open, and the atmosphere feels like I am floating in the galaxy and had no place to go. "Aaaaand your promoted as the second highest top clerks in the company of Cyrus Industries. I am welcoming you with open arms Ms.Hemsworth" his smile was toned and mine was broad. "Oh! thank you very much Mr.Cyrus, I owe you not only one but everything. thank you, I don't know how to pay you. You wan't some lunch later?" he laughs and answered me "No! It is I that should treat you out. You owe me a next time when you're a big time" we all together laughed, as in laughing out the joy inside of me. For the last time, I gave him a hug and thank him for the wonderful opportunity he had offer to my life. So, the paperworks had been lessen, and I'm facing board meetings or meal meetings instead of all time exposed into computer and paperworks. Then here comes September 2, 2012... surely the day that would bound Paris and me into a small damn peck.
I am in the city of love with a heart that beats only for God and to myself. 2 weeks of stressed and the seminar is approaching like a rocket ready to fly above with the thick clouds that cover the entire world. -- "You have to drink this, it would make you feel better" Mr.Cyrus settled by my side with a Soda in his hands, we were both quite, until "Ms.Hemsworth can I leave you for a minute? I'm just going to see my mom in the coffee shop, or you wanna come with me?". "Oh no, it's fine Mr.Cyrus, honestly I wanted to be alone for a moment". "Okay then, take care, I'll see you later". I smiled and wave at him back and forth while starring as he leave me alone in this astounding couple bench. In the silence of this refuge a man came by to stop, trying to kill the awkward silence that caged me. "Hi. You are?". "Alisandra, Alisandra Hemsworth. And Mr...?. He smiled and "Mr.Danile Gidoti". "Buenos diaz Mr.danile Gidoti" Whatta crap! I'm sitting beside a french man, and the only french word I know was GOOD DAY. oh God! I hummed into myself while suffering the essence of this person beside me. "Don't worry I'm an American" he face me and smile. "Oh my God! Thanks so much Lord, I never thought I'll met you here. It's just that I'm bored saying complements to French people.". he laughs awkwardly that he look like some kind of Moron. "Yuh! business is torturing me, you'd like a cruise?". "cruise? that would be fun right?.but...". "Come on Ms.Alisandra, I'm a well business man, do I look like a murderer?". "No. but...its just that..." ughr! words left me unspoken and I really don't know why. "Come-on, trust me, it would be super duper fun. I'll promise you, it's just going to be today. Then you'll wake up tomorrow telling yourself that It was fun in the Paris". I was quiet and he's waiting for a response but I didn't, I just stare at him blankly. "Come-on! please? the time is running." but I really don't understand why I can't refuse on him, It felt like he was an old friend of mine that I can't put grudges on. He took my hand and I let go. Crap this guy is.! "Okay-okay, I will. But you have to promise me that I'd be safe and sound when I got home." He was pathetic and he was jumping in chorus like a little youngster jumping in rejoice because his mom bought him a new buddy toy."-- so the day was all out fun, we've been to shopping malls bought some couple shirts, yeah it sounds funny but mostly it was all about couple shirts, we've chitchat too, in the Starbucks coffee shop and went to a Safari land, and it was awesome there the animals are totally huge. So we also went to the Circus land, and the roller coaster disdainfully drain my hair. We also gone to the Eifel Tower, and with hard works and tiredness upon climbing it we finally reached the top no less and no more. "OOOOOH! It is really up here, it seems like it washes all your life problems and stresses away." "Definitely! your right, it's just so good to be up here, the eere's fidelity is really captivating" I stare at him with a toned smile. "GAAAAH! WHAT ARE YOU STARING AT THERE?". "Nothing! it's just that... I'm thankful... you know... because you take me here. I've never been such places like this before with a... with a...friend". "Really? even once, whatta life is that?". "It happened to me once, but I don't want to remember it. Yes! it tend to me to question the odds why my life is miserably dainty, I often get jealous to my crews on seeing there life was, it is perfectly beautiful. They got there respective Jobs with them, they have their family to guide them, they either have this thing they called LOVE." "why? you haven't had one experience of that?". "I had, I had one time , that I thought he really is the one, He was the perfect guy from the moment I met him. But he left... he just left with a heartache and a tear in my eye". "that hurts, huh?". "yes it does, it really does. It really hurts to see him...happy.. in the arms of someone else... knowing that the things you gave him wasn't really enough to make him happy and contented....". "Continue, I'm willing to listen". "It was our anniversary, He told me that he was tired and that he needs rest so delayed our date to a rest, but then I never told that I have duty on the day, it's because I don't want him to feel that he was dumb and fool... so, while walking on the way home from the office, I tend to drop by in his apartment just to give time for him but then...". "then what?". "But his apartment was locked. luckily I never forget to bring his extra keys. Then... upon opening it.. I saw him... I saw him on top of a bitch barely". He never said anything instead he hugs me and eventually it really made me cry. "Come-0n stop that. I know you needed you some rest. You want me to take you home?". "It depends on you...". along the way he still hold my waist and I just lay my head in his shoulders.
