Dear Diary,
Today is the day my life turned upside down last year, that's right. I've been single for a year. anyway, i thought would last forever. That was until i saw him kissing Shay. My.Best.Friend.
It was a cold day as you would expect, the air had a certain chill to it (not like any other day) but as the care free personality i have i shrugged it off. As I entered the school seeing many familiar faces i seen the most beautiful one of all, haha I know it sounds weird but it was the face of my best friend. I've known her since pre'school, and we've been friends ever since (we were un stop able)
As i walked up to her i asked her whats up and you know the whole sh-peal, and she said the usual but this time it was different MUCH different, not like any of the other days i've seen her. Shay? is everything alright?
huh? why would you say that? i'm fine it's you who i should be worried about...I mean uh-lets get to class!
Thats when i knew something was up. Why would she be worried about me? is there something i forgot about? Oh well, I guess i'll find out sooner or later. As i went to my classes it was soon lunch and i headed to my locker to get my stuff and i that's when i saw him, the love of my life!
Hey Josh!
Hi..
Whatchya doing?
What does it look like?
Oh huh getting lunch i see, wanna eat together?
No, Sorry i have plans.Bye.
Uh..Bye, Love you!
Yeah.
Okay now i knew something was up but i don't know what. well it looks like i was eating alone for the day. I walked towards the caf and saw shay. SHAY! SHAY!
Oh hi Jazzmine..
Hey! wanna eat together
I can't i have plans with someone.
OUUU A DATE?!
...I'm sorry I shouldn't be doing this Jazz.
What? doing what?
Nothing uh i got to leave. Talk to you later.
This ain't right! what am i doing that's so wrong? Does everybody hate me now? Well I guess i realy am eating alone. oh well! I took out my food-ate it-cleaned up- And went to the bathroom. When I walked back to my locker there was standing ~Josh~
What do you want Josh?
woah! now i can't see my girlfriend.
YOU KNOW WHAT? DON'T CALL ME THAT! A boyfriend would respect their girlfriend and when something was wrong ask them but what do you do! you shrug it off! you leave me standing there in the dark when you were my light! I am NOT you're girlfriend!
I'm sorry i'm dedicated to have a life too! I can't always be by you're side 24 FUCKING 7!! CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT! GOD YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH SOMETIMES!!
What did i do? I just fucked it all up. everything.I couldn't move, couldn't talk and i was about to stop breathing right then and there.But i was stronger then that, i wasn't going to look weak.No.Not today. I turned around, put in my headphones walked away and put in my headphones to my fave artist Foster The People
