i apologize for how bad this is
this is my first osomatsu san fic okay dont judge me
but seriously i love ichimatsu? idk why i put him through this :^)
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Ichimatsu loves (Name).
The Matsuno brothers knew it.
They were even happy for him when the two lovebirds finally managed to start dating. It was so rare to see a beautiful smile across Ichimatsu's face. (Name) wanted to cherish it forever. Jyushi even took it upon himself to sneak a couple of pictures every now and then, resulting in a flushed Ichi and a giggling (Name), who shortly after would ask for those photos to be sent to their phone. Jyushi quickly complied, despite Ichi's silent and desperate pleads not too.
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Time passes.
Ichimatsu loves (Name).
The Matsuno brothers knew it.
They were even happy for him when Ichi moved in with (Name) two years later. Said significant other had no problem moving in with Ichi, but he had insisted that his brothers would be far too much of a hassle. Todomatsu took a few pictures of them packing the two boxes Ichi had needed. There was a genuine smile on his face, along with (Name)'s laughing one. Perhaps Ichi had managed to crack a joke, or crack a picture frame.
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Time passes.
Ichimatsu loves (Name).
The Matsuno brothers knew it.
They were even happy for him on his wedding day. And since Ichimatsu couldn't pick just one of them to be his best man, there they all were, standing next to their brother in bright blue suits. Ichimatsu took his gaze off of his white pants when he heard music playing. And as soon as his eyes had made contact with (Name)'s bright ones, just watching them walk down the isle beside their father was enough to tell him he was going to be the happiest man in the world.
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Time passes.
Ichimatsu loved (Name).
The Matsuno brothers knew it.
They were even at (Name)'s funeral with him, Todo and Choro both bawled their eyes out. Kara had tried to be the tough guy of the group, attempting to calm down his younger siblings. Ichimatsu had already shed all of his tears the day of the accident. A drunk driver in an 18-wheeler, who wasn't paying attention to any degree, who was also probably on his phone had been at fault. (Name) was driving them back to their house after a long, tiring day at the beach. It wasn't their fault when the truck slammed into the driver's side of the car. And now here he was, staring down at the coffin of (Name), the cold corpse fixed as much as possible so they may rest beautifully. Ichi thought they were gorgeous, no matter the circumstance. He was never sure how (Name) loved him so much. His fingers ran over the cold, black surface, reminding him of what his heart felt like. He had looked at the picture of (Name), smiling faintly at the memory.
The picture Jyushi had taken when they had first began dating.
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A few hours pass.
Ichimatsu loved (Name).
The Matsuno brothers knew it.
They even went to check on Ichimatsu after the funeral together. They had gone into his home, Osomatsu immediately covering Todomatsu and Jyushimatsu's eyes at the sight before them. Karamatsu had turned away quickly, feeling sick to his stomach, While Oso and Choro just couldn't look away from the fourth eldest brother's hanging corpse.
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Ichimatsu looked around the white void, worry etched on his face until he heard someone walk up to him.
"I'm so happy to see you, my Ichimatsu.." (Name)'s voice rang beautifully in his ears.
Ichimatsu just smiled.
