I wasn't doing so good... the person I once loved finally hurt me for the last time. That's when she came along.. when I first met her I didn't know I loved her.
We started out as friends. Then bestfriends. I didn't know I loved her the way I did... or well... as much as I do.
That's when she told me she liked me and she wanted to go out with me. I liked her so I said yes! Then I went to school the next day and we would flirt.
I feel deeper in love with her more and more everyday.
It was a few weeks later and we had our first kiss! We were in the hallway and I leaned in for it.
I was happy the rest of the whole day.
Then everyday we would kiss and talk.
One day she came to my house and we watched a movie.
We watched fifty shades of grey.
We had this little game that she would call it our relationship.
We cuddled and laughed all the time.
It was going perfect for a while.... until her parents made us break up... so she did. She broke up with me and I didn't know how to handle it.
Then she wrote me a long ass letter and asked me out again! I love her so I said of coarse.
After that we were amazing. We talked everyday saying we're gonna marry eachother. And she would talk about her going in the army.
Everyday I would look at her beautiful brown eyes and that beautiful ass smile and just think to my self...." why would a beautiful strong smart person like her like someone like me"? I didn't understand. But she would tell me she loved me and we're gonna be forever. I swear I thought we were. She told me that I'm gonna be her wife. ! She had me on some drugs cause I believed her.! This past week has been a living hell. I swear it's a nightmare I haven't woken up from.!
I just wish I handle this break up better than the last
