Gerard's POV
After finishing my warm cup of cappuccino, I get up to walk towards the bin when I bump into a familiar face. I look up to find those hazel eyes that I've fallen for in the past.
"Gee?" he asks as he studies my face.
"oh my god," my mouth hangs open in slight disbelief, "Frankie?!"
"oh my god!" he pulls me into a hug. God, I miss him. Happy memories flood out through our breathy laughs, it's been 3 years.
We part from the hug and walk to the nearest park littered with small energetic children and dog walkers that constantly smile and nod at one another in greeting, sometimes stopping to compliment the dog's appearance.
We make conversation on each other's lives, sugar coating how truly unhappy we were. We missed the past. We both missed the band. We both got lost in our music and we didn't want to ever find the end until we reached it...
But it came.
The band was something that brought us all together but there was something that was breaking us despite our heartfelt songs. So it was either break the band or break ourselves. Of course, we would still be great friends and we'd still do the things we love. It was just time to move on.
We sounded happy but it was evident through our eyes and on our faces that we really weren't. Sure we both had a family but there was something missing and deep down we knew what it was, we just couldn't place it.
After about an hour and a half there was a couple seconds awkward silence after Frank told an old inside joke that really brought back memories until I decided to break it and confess.
"Frank..." I began, he raised his head and looked at me, "I lied. I'm not actually pleased with my life."
He merely tilted his head. I shook my head, disappointed in the fact that I lied. That we lied. It's not easy lying but it was even harder confessing. It's just how lies are traded.
"I'm actually quite miserable. I thought I was though."
He sighed and looked down at a shrivelled leaf on the autumn ground and back at me with sorrow growing in his eyes. He bit his lip.
"me too, Gee." I looked at him surprised.
He stood up and I followed, he opened his mouth as if to speak but then quickly shut it and decided to do something else. Something that would probably work better than words.
He pulled me into a hug and I raised my arms around his waist to hug him back.It was a tight hug and we stayed that way for about a minute until he pulled back. We stared into each other's eyes, drowning in them once again until he closed his and our lips collided. My eyes widened in surprise and my mind ran with thoughts of right and wrong until I closed my eyes and started to kiss him back. Midway through, our arms started to pull ourselves closer as if we never wanted to lose each other. His lips were as soft as I remembered them. I felt colours of emotion run around and through us.
I missed him.
He pulled away from the kiss we just stood there in the same position with our foreheads leaning against one another just listening to one another's breathing. It was silent but it was a comfortable silence. A silence that I couldn't get with Lyn-Z. Frank broke the silence but he did it with something I was hoping to hear.
"I wanna be with you again, Gee." His voice was shaky like he was about to cry, his eyes started watering.
"Frank..." I bit my lip, afraid I might say something wrong, "you have Jamia."
"I miss you, motherfucker, and as bad as it may sound, I just couldn't get over you."
He pulled me closer and my shoulder began to get wet with tears. With this, I began to realise I was happier with Frank as well. And so I decided to whisper something that would fix our two broken hearts...
"I miss you too, Frank and after all these years, I think I still love you."
An end came to the day and we decided to do what felt right.
We even came to a conclusion.
We never truly loved anyone else, only each other.
A/N
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Sorry this is small , also, I completely understand that Frank and Gee are actually happy now and I respect that so chill. Just let the little emos dream ok? It's just a oneshot.
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