letters to you||phan

tragic

the house was quiet, no sound was to be made. I was worried I headed towards your room, there you were. pictures and notes scattered all around you, blood coming out of your wrist. my knees felt weak as I fell to the ground, I saw your lifeless body but I didn't want to believe it. I closed my eyes and counted to three again & again. but you were still dead, the joy in those sea blue eyes of yours were gone, the life in you was drained out. I called the ambulance, as I anxiously waited I tried to stop the bleeding, then something caught my eye. a note that had my name written on it, I opened it, my heart race sped up as I read the note: dan, I didn't mean to hurt you. but I think this was good for the both of us. but always remember that I love you, and not even death can do us part. I'll be waiting for you danny . I threw the note across the room and I was still in denial. I should've known something was wrong. you were never home, you weren't you. but I didn't do anything. why? this was all my fault. they carried your body away all I could do was cry. goodbye my blue eyed prince.