They say you'll regret it when you let go of the things that are truly precious to you but weren't appreciated enough.
And Taehyung was actually right about it.
He realized things a little too late when Jimin announced his sudden withdrawal on public for some unknown reasons but the group knew. They knew it and he didn't even make anything in order to keep him stay.
Jungkook had never cared for Jimin.
Jimin always gave his all for the maknae took it for granted before Jungkook knew it, he broke the older's most precious heart.
So when Jimin took his things and left the dorm without speaking or saying farewell to him is like the most painful bitchslap his heart ever took.
The other members pitied Jungkook drastic change in almost everything but Jungkook never gives a damn about it.
He never did ever since Jimin left the group.
The first few days were peaceful for the youngest since there is no Jimin to bother him anymore.
That hit him few days later, and it hurts.
He tried to smile to everyone but it always seemed forced, which it is.
Weeks gone by and Jungkook began to imagine things. He imagined as if Jimin is in the dorm, giving him the warmest smile which faded into nothing as he realized that Jimin wasn't here anymore.
He missed Jimin's nagging even if there's Seokjin to nag the daylights out of him. The feeling is great but it's not the same.
He missed Jimin's way of teaching of dance steps even if there's Hoseok to teach him everytime. Hoseok teaches well but he's not Jimin.
He missed Jimin's advice even if there's Namjoon and Yoongi and Seokjin to give him advices but only Jimin understands him.
He missed Jimin's smile even though there's Taehyung to make him laugh and smile but again, he's not Jimin.
They are not Jimin.
Jimin.
The only one he truly loves.
And when he finally knew what his feelings towards Jimin, he left.
Jimin wasn't here anymore.
And it hurts.
Which explains his current situation as he stood in the window in his and Taehyung's room, staring outside as the rain keeps pouring down and the dark grey clouds weren't thinking of leaving, as if it wants to symphatize with the younger's feelings.
And what he read right now was probably the most painful punch he ever received in his already broken heart.
[BREAKING: Former BTS member Park Jimin, to tie the knot with Seo Chanmi]
[NEWS: Ex-BTS member Park Jimin, to marry model Seo Chanmi; details revealed]
The members showed a surprised reaction as soon as they read it except for Jungkook as he calmly nodded and act as if it's nothing.
When deep inside he wanted to die already.
There are many positive comments while some gave otherwise but Jimin probably never cared anymore.
That's why for the very first time, he posted a status and a message for Jimin.
@bts_twt: I hope you're well and happy. I love you. #JK
And for the next few days...
He committed suicide, leaving a note on his bed saying:
I'm happy I get to know you all and I'm sorry for doing this but I can't take this pain anymore.
[END]
