To have her

chapter 8

i swiftly make my way to my room, okay that's a lie, I make a bee line to the kitchen. I mean food is special to me, i might not eat allot but that doesn't mean i can't enjoy the food. I think food heals the inside. especially in this terrible situation. I should be grateful he didn't lock me up in a cell and skin me alive, rape me or sell me to some horrid man with perverted broken mind. He gives me food when ever I want. I should be grateful but we all know I'm going to be stubborn, until I get what I want and that is some damn freedom. I will admit he is the most handsome man I have ever laid my eyes on, even when he's had enough of my stubborn attitude he still tries to be a gentleman. His eyes are like a great paradise, endorsed by waterfalls and beautiful green trees. I always get so lost in his eyes, he could make me do anything his heart desires. Yet again my momma didn't raise no damn fool, she taught me to put a pork chop where my heart supposed to be and just go on with your life let nobody take you out of your lane. This man is doing just that.

I stare at the kitchen wall contemplating my life when the handsome devil makes his appearence. "what are you doing tesoro, shouldn't you be sleeping by now?" vinny said

" I'm not tired, quite bored so i decided to eat. It's a horrible habbit of mine, want some?" i mumbled. He made his way over to where I stood and took some of my snacks from the plate. he then huffed.

"I can't believe I wasted my time making a spa area, arcade and theater, hiring a personal chef for you,  just to find you peacefully staring at the kitchen wall munching on... wait what are these anyway" vinny asked. I was so embarrassed to tell him what they  were but honestly at this moment I didst care at all.

"they are my secret monster cookies, I used to make them with my friends. It's peanut butter, mustard and cookies" after I said the ingredients I waited for his reaction. which was surprising, he just continued eating my cookies.

with muffled words he said "this is gold" I just burst out laughing soon he joined.

"tesoro I know this situation is hard and different for you but can you find it in your heart to please give me a chance. i know you deserve so much better then me but just give me a chance to at least try to be the man you deserve." He then took my hand and looked into my eyes, I immediately looked at the ground. "tesoro look at me please give me an answer, it took you days to step out of that room and to bless me with your presence. Don't back away to soon"

"vincenzo ill give this a shot. if I don't want this anymore you are going to let me go back to my normal life. In return for this shot i want the truth. I dont want relationship based on lies" I said that with a strong stern face.

He then smirked at me "bella your thinking about a relationship, you want to know about the sinful things I'm thinking?" I crossed my arms and looked at him. "Im sorry honey I got excited when you said relationship. what do you want to know tesoro?" I took a seat on the counter top and got comfortable.

"What do you do for a living?" I noticed he got tense. he should know by now that I don't beat around the bush.

"I am a mafia boss" he said. my blood ran cold "do you kill people?"

" before you judge me Cara, i didn't chose this life. protecting the ones that you hold so dear to your heart is so much harder in this life style, you must do what ever it takes" he then trapped me by putting his hand and each side of me on the counter top. "the first day I saw you, I thought you were the most beautiful woman that I've ever seen. It's as if the sun was shining because of your smile and grace, I just  knew you could make me the happiest man alive even in this  horrid world that i'm living"

"wait you said you saw me the first time when the sun was shining" he then lowered his head. "three months ago I was driving to one of my meetings,I stopped at a red light and looked out side. I was thinking about my shipments and how a rat sold some information to a rival of ours and then I saw you you were playing with these two children, you looked so peaceful and happy it made me smile. then it dawned on me that those might be your children and that you have a husband waiting at home. Then a noticed a older version that looked similar to the children walk up, I wont lie that made me so content, I then knew I had a chance with you"

He then took a deep breath as if he was scared to say the next words. "I suffered some sleepless nights just thinking about you, I let  my men find out who you were, I was surprised at the information they gave me but so happy at the same time. I knew I had to make a move" his face scrunched up of anger " some way, some how the rivals found out and threatened that they would hurt you, so that night after the  club i decided to kidnap you"

I want to say i'm so sorry for the delay and I will try to write more. Cladite