I'm to that point in my life where I feel like history is going to repeat itself. He's going to turn out like you and sleep with my best friend. And I'm scared. I'm scares that I'll make the same mistake. You hurt me so much that I'm too scared to even talk to him or think of the relationship we have. I'm too scares to trust him just in case he is like you. I can't trust because of you. And it hurts. I feel too numb to even get up anymore. I'm too scared that I'll find someone and he'll be exactly like you and he'll do the same thing you did to me. I can't do it.
