Giselle
2 years later:
"Where's the craziest place you've had sex?" WHAT THE FUCK?! Did Chris just ask Bow that on LIVE television and on 106 and Park at that?! I instantly text my bestie Janelle who should be on her way here and as soon as I hit send she came busting through our apartment door and Bow spoke: "Ummmm, do I have to answer that?!" "Answer what exactly," Janelle demands to know. Since I recorded the show, I rewind just a little bit then press play.
"The fuck?! Chris asked Bow WHAT?!" "I know J! Same shit I said and you'd know what the hell he said if you'd read my texts!" Before my friend could make a comeback to my statement, we hear my ex, which Janelle doesn't know, goofing off asking Bow where. Our reaction was how we busted out laughing. "The backseat of a jeep, I don't know," Bow responds finally answering Chris' question causing us to laugh even harder. "Ladies would you let Bow get freaky with you in the back of a jeep?"
The laughter between Janelle and I continued until Bow flipped shit around on his homie. It got deathly quiet while waiting for his response; one I was dying to hear. The moment Chris Brown spoke again, I stared at the screen in shock. "Damn, that nigga is a FREAK!" I blush thinking about it because I know he's talking about our first time and accidentally reply my thought to her reaction out loud: "Don't I know it..."
"You said what now," Janelle once again demands. Shit! My secret's out now! How am I going to explain this to her? You know what, fuck it; I'll play it off like I never said anything and hope my bestie settles for it! "Huh? I don't know what you're talking about!" "Bitch I heard what the fuck you said! EXPLAIN NOW!" Damn, I guess she isn't gonna let it go... As soon as I found the best way to address this conversation, I spoke: "What did I tell you about my first time two years ago?"
"You... wait... O HELL NO! He was talking about YOU?!" I knew she'd put two and two together quickly by that question. "Maybe..." "Bitch how the hell do you keep some shit like that from me?! So all of that talk about you losing your best friend, the nigga you grew up with in VA was about THAT on the TV screen right now?! CHRIS BROWN is who you left Juilliard right before graduation for since you finished your finals early?!" I knew she'd want more details now that she knew but I wasn't ready for that.
Bringing this shit up pissed me off because it got me thinking about how Chris hurt me. I just wanted to end the conversation before I do or say something I'll regret if my bestie pushes any more than she should. "Yes Janelle! Damn! Now can we drop it?" "Ok, ok! My bad miss sensitive! Just let me say I wouldn't have let that go!" I knew she'd go there but she doesn't know what happened so she had no right to say it! "Janelle Navaé," I say with a threatening tone in my voice.
She knows I'm getting pissed and when I do, it's not pretty! "WHAT?! I'm just saying! He should've made you change your mind and fought for you!" That caused me to give her my infamous death glare and she finally dropped the subject; good! This was the last thing I wanted to think about and it didn't help that I was now stuck reminiscing on the good memories between Chris and I; leading to the bad and what led to us not speaking. All because of one conversation on 106!
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One More Chance
FanficGiselle Sullivan & Chris Brown grew up together & were best friends who fell in love. They make it official right before they graduate from Juilliard and Chris gets signed to Jive Records. What happens when a tragedy tears them apart?Will they have...