"Jho I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to--"
"Bea, tama na. Tama na! Okay lang sana kung ako lang eh, pero idinamay mo pa si Maddie! Just look how selfish are you?!"
I cried heavily while staring at Jho's feet since hindi ako makatitig sa kanya kasi nasasaktan ako.
ng sobra...
"Jho, Mahal kita"
Then she start shaking her head while crying worse
"Bea hindi. Hindi mo ko mahal. Ayoko na. Tigilan mo na kami"
I started crying harder with my knees on the ground and hands on my head. Shit Bea, what have you done?
"No Jho, I'm sorry. Sorry rin kay Maddie. Sorry. (cries) I didn't mean to"
"Ayoko na. You're too late Bea. Stop these bullshits. We're over. I'm so done"
"Jho please", begging her more
"No. Stop"
Then everything was dark.
"DE LEON! I was talking to you! What is the answer?! What is the value of Pi?", our prof says
"Uh....Ha?"
"Nako. Yes, Mr. Ravena?", tawag ng prof kay Thirds since kanina pa siya nagtataas ng kamay
"3.14159265359 po sir"
"Very well said, thank you. And Ms. de Leon, gumising gising ka sa class ko if you don't want to fail. Sit down!", he scolded me at umupo na ako na parang hindi ko alam yung nangyare.
"Bea, what was that? Tulala ka na naman", bulong ni Thirdy sakin
"I don't really have any idea. Ano bang nangyare?", tanong ko sa kanya
"You we're standing for about 15 mins. and hinihintay niya yung sagot mo for damn 15 mins para lang may recitation ka today. What were you thinking?!"
"Wala"
"Okay? So, magfocus ka na dun. Matulog ka na kasi ng mas maaga"
And that heartbreaking moment was still bugging me hanggang ngayon . Haha congrats Bea, you just carried a burden na ikaw din naman ang may gawa. Ang galing galing mo kasi eh. Tapos paguwi mo ano na naman? Eto na naman tayo? Jho eto na naman ba tayo? hayss.
*dorm*
"Hi beh, isod ka pa ng konti", she said then tumabi siya sakin and naglaro ng phone niya
"Oh. How's your day?", tanong ko habang kunwari busy sa phone ko
"Okay lang naman, though same Maddie is not talking to me parin"
"Jho, inom tayo later?", biglang singit na tanong ni Therese sa kanya
"Why? No exams ka tomorrow?", tanong niya
