Scared of Love

•Prologue•

       I had that dream again. You know the one where your whole life just falls apart? Huh, Maybe you don't. I forget that not everyone has a fucked up family like me.

       You're probably wondering how my family is fucked up right? Well, let me sum it up in one go. 

       My dad was in and out of my life for 13 years then all of a sudden he comes back into my life. Great right? Well no. Since then, so much shit went down. My mom and dad fight at least 5 times a day, my mom is back back to her smoking cause it calms her down and reduces her stress. My dad keeps stealing money from us to go get shit-faced drunk and cheat on my mother all night. I may or may not have started to hate my life.

       You want to know what's worse? My mom has stage three lung cancer and my dad doesn't even care.

       Okay let's get back to the dream that I had. It was a gloomy day at school and my friend Elena and I got into a huge fight. I can't remember what it was about, but it was probably stupid anyways. Anyways, we were yelling at each other and then my phone rang. I didn't answer because I was too busy yelling, but then it rang again. I frustratedly picked up and my dad was on the other end crying. I asked what's wrong and he said the worst thing ever. "Your mom died." And that's when it ends. I'm not always fighting with someone but the phone call is always the same and that's how I always wake up.

       Sweating, crying, and scared. That was , until I met Logan Joss. But I'm still scared. Scared of falling too deep in love just like my mom.

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Okay, so this is my first time writing so give me chance please☺️ but anyways hope you liked this little part even though it's bad. Please give me feedback.
Hakuna Matata loves❤️🦁