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-First Book-

Actaeon

The universe doesn't like me much, because i found myself thinking back to what Enzo told me.

"Can i talk to you for a second?" Enzo said and i sighed, nodding as we walk to my office. What does he want to talk about? He doesn't usually talks to me about serious things.

"You know she doesn't belong here.. Right?" He said and my jaw tightened along with my hands. I swallowed hard, nodding. "I know." I said, looking away as i feel my hands clenching inside my pocket.

"You need to let her go." He said and i closed my eyes, nodding. "I know."

I couldn't look at her straightly. I was holding myself back. I didn't want to let her go. I never did. But i had to. I should never have kept her in the first place. But she was just too beautiful.

Fuck i need a beer.

Amber

Its been weeks since he left me. I have never heard from him ever since. I was still grieving from the pain that he caused me. Throughout those weeks, i had done nothing but cry and wonder.

I miss him. Very much. Even if we were only together for less than a month, even if he was an asshole to me 99% of the time, even if he wasn't home always.

I dont know why. I want to stop missing him. He doesnt deserve to be missed. He was an asshole to me. Our parting shouldn't have even affected me like this.

It shouldn't have hurt.
But it did. and it hurts like a motherfucker.

And now i cant move on from him. I tried acting like nothing happened. I tried acting like what happened to me, was just a crazy mistake. I tried. I thought that i would forget about it. I thought that it would work. But it didn't.

It still hurts.
I just wanna move on.

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End of chapter 15!
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