Aisling’s POV
‘Please Ash, just one date. You won’t regret it’ Louis asked. He’s been chasing me for months now. I just looked at him and smiled. ‘Come on you’re not doing anything tonight are you?’ I paused ‘no’ I had to say that … im actually going to see Liam, but I cant tell him that he’s Christine’s best friend like EVER and christines been going out with liam since like, forever. ‘Then come, please just for a while, you’ll have fun. Please come to the party?’ I felt terrible. Why is my life so complicated? I love Louis as a friend .. and more I think, but this thing with liam is … well were having an affair. Behind my friends back! God! This is so awful. I hate thinking of it like that. I mean its not like we meant for it to happen. We just got carried away in the moment and here we are 2 months later and we’re still meeting up in secret. ‘I’ll see ok’ I finally replied to him. ‘oh yeaaaa’ he said with a cheeky smile.
Liam’s POV
As soon as I opened the door a smile came over my face, I hadn’t seen Aisling in a while. ‘hey, come on upstairs.’ I said to her. She didn’t seem too happy to see me though. ‘Whats up babe?’ she walked past me up to my room so I followed her. ‘ash, you ok?’ she just stared at me blankly, she looked so upset I just wanted to hold her and put that beautiful smile back on her face. I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her and she burst into tears. I hated seeing her like this. I put my hand under her chin and pulled her lips towards mine. We stayed there for a moment until I felt her pull away. ‘I can’t do this’ she sobbed. ‘do what?’ ‘what do you mean what?’ she snapped back at me. ‘this, us, the sneaking around, the lying, whatever’s been going on here between us.’ I couldn’t look away, I was speechless. ‘I love you, but this isn’t right Liam. I mean how long have you been with Christine? And she’s one of my closest friends.’ ‘its ok nobody needs to know. I mean what we have is great. This last few months have been the best’ I replied. She took my hands and looked at me with a worried face. ‘no. Liam this needs to end, now!’ ‘No Ash, it doesn’t. I love you. Why cant we just keep things the way they are?’ she threw my hands away ‘no liam we cant keep it the way it is. Its wrong. You cant have two girlfriends. I’m serious’ ‘so what will we do then?’ I asked her. ‘Do you love me Liam?’ ‘Yes of course I do’ ‘and do you still love Christine?’ she asked again. I just looked at her, there was a lump in my throat. Of course I still loved Christine. But i couldn’t bring myself to say it. I knew it wasn’t what she wanted to hear. I didn’t want to loose her, or Christine. ‘I thought so’ she said after a moments silence. I sat down on the bed and pulled her close. ‘no liam’ she shouted. ‘come on babe’ ‘seriously liam, I cant do this anymore. You cant have us both’ ‘you’re making me choose between you two? ’ ‘yea, I guess I am.’ She said blankly. I was shocked. How could I choose? I’d been with Christine for almost 2 years now. We have a history. But this with aisling is great, were having so much fun. ‘well?’ she says to me ‘I cant aisling’ ‘its simple, me or her?’ I didn’t say anything and she snapped ‘jesus liam! You cant have us both. And if you cant choose I’ll make it easy for you’ she walked out of my room I followed her and called down the stairs after her ‘your breaking up with me?’ ‘ye I am. Turns out theres someone who actually wants me and ONLY ME!’ she said as she opened the front door. ‘where are you going? ’ ‘Louis’s’she replied ‘to the party’. And slammed the door behind her.
