;Sleepover & Hurt?;

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When we went back to our house around 5, I went straight to my room. Erin closed hers as I walked past. She was really mad about something.

My door slowly opened, and i jumped right onto my bed. I plugged in my dead phone.

Now I need to think about something. Ricky.

Do I like him? I mean, I do, but is it real? I know he wouldnt like me back after today. He's just so perfect.

His hugs, his laughs, our late night phone calls... I havent felt like this for a long time. Everytime he smiles, I die.

My phone turned on, so I rolled over to check it. 3 missed calls, 10 texts, and 901274923 twitter alerts. Damnit. I forgot to log out. 

First I looked at my calls.

Missed call from: Work

Fucccckk. I completely forgot about it! I've missed two days now! Holy shit. Ok. Listen to the voice mail.

"Josie and Erin! Thanks so much for showing up to work! You're fired."

I laughed.

Missed call from: Ewwy face

....What? Why is she trying to call me? My sort-or-smile changed to a frown as I listened to her voice mail.

"Hi Josie! I was thinking.. we could be friends again? JUST KIDDING! Fucking slut. Stay away from the boys. I mean, if you couldn't tell, i've already gotten everyone to hate you! I could do so much more. Ill take them away from you. Bitch."

I held the phone to my face and listened to the dial tone. She's right. She could do anything. She knows all my weak spots. 

Missed call from: Ricky Minaj

I reluctantly listened to Ricky's voicemail.

"HEY JO! I know you just left, but you should come baaackkkkk. I MISSS YIOOOOOOOOOOU! Sleep over? Yes gurl."

I smiled and clicked the call back button.

"RICHKEY!"

"JOSEH!"

"Can we have a raging sleepover party tonight?"

"Only if we can paint each others nails."

"Yis."

"On my way to get you."

He hung up. I grabbed my phone charger and ran towards the door, standing on the porch. My heart raced. After what happened earlier, every time I would look at Ricky I would get nervous. I dosed off for a while.

*HONK* 

"LETS GO JOSIE!"

The loud noise made me jump, but I quickly bolted down the stairs into the car. As soon as I was sitting, he made a silly face at me.

"Drive you butt-hole." I smiled while looking into his eyes.

He laughed, turning the radio on blast.

"WE SINGING RADIOHEAD AT THE TOPS OF OUR LUNGS!" We both burst-ed out in ugly singing voices.

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"Dont ever let go .." The TV played in the back as Ricky mouthed the words to me.

"Ill never let go.." I mouthed back, giggling. When we got back to the apartment, no one was home but us. We talked, got Taco Bell, then started watching Titanic. Ricky was laid across the couch on his back, me cuddled on his side.

I stared at his beautiful face, making my stomach light up. Our conversations. I told him about Grace, about my dad. So many things that only Erin knows.

He looked back into my eyes, with what I felt was love. His smile grew, one of his hands ruffling my hair. I swear I was on cloud 9 at the moment. Slowly I placed my head back on his chest and closed my eyes till the end of the movie music started.

Ricky sat up, making me completely stand and stretch. I laughed at his cute tired face and sat criss cross next to him on the couch.  Over the time Ive spent day dreaming during the movie, I think I should tell Ricky that I might be liking him.

Honestly I dont know. Guys are assholes, and he isnt. But I feel like I dont like him. It bothers me. Lets just see what he says.

I flattened out his sweatpants I was now wearing, and straightened his sweatshirt.

"Rickybear?" I whispered.

"Josiebear?" He responded in a sassy voice, slumping back.

"We need to talk about something."

"Is it something srs." He laughed.

"Its totally srs." I said back in a weird accent.

"SRSRSRSRSRS WHOOO!" He shouted, making me hush him so we didnt wake the neighbors.

"But forreal Ricky."

"I need to tell you something Jo." He placed one of his hands on my thigh, making my heart skip a beat.

"Yes?"

"Well.. Dont be mad at me." He said awkwardly, like something was actually bothering him.

"Is something like.. wrong?" My heart sunk to my stomach.

"I met this girl about a week ago." Suddenly he was half smiling and staring into the distance. Oh lord jesus please tell me thats its me. "She was at a club, and her name with Rachel." 

My heart shattered. Quickly I was on the verge of tears. I threw his hands off me, making him look at me in shock. My knees flew to my chest.

"Josie?" He reached towards me again. I think he realized. "Oh my god.. You..?"

I got off the couch, and took off his clothes, leaving me just my underwear. He yelled at me, telling me to stop what I was doing as I walked towards the door. 

I stepped out into the cold air, slamming the door. Tears flew down my face. I dont like him that much. I swear. Just.. I thought he was different I guess. 

Slowly, I made my naked way back to Erins and I's apartment, feeling like I was dead.

When I opened the door, I came to a depressing sight.

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