Same Mistakes *sequel for D.D.*

Chapter 4

"Are you sure?" Liam said as we walked out of Dr. Bennett's office.

"If it means helping Louis, then I'm all for it." I kept walking forward until I came to a dead end. I knew this hospital like the back of my hand but right now I had no idea where I was going.

"I have nothing against Eleanor, Liam. All I want is for Louis to remember me." And to love me again. I thought that last part to myself.

"If you have nothing against El, then why are you so upset about her coming." He sat down in a chair. I turned around, fist clenched and I felt like blowing a punch towards his face.

"I'M NOT UPSET!!! IM AFRAID!! OKAY, IM AFRAID THAT LOUIS IS GOING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH EL AGAIN AND I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO GIVE HIM A KISS OR A HUG BECAUSE HE CAN'T SEEM TO REMEMBER WHO I AM. He's scared at the sight of me." I said that last sentence with more fear and anger than I said all those other words.

Liam looked at me scared to death by what had just happened. He took my hands in his and intwined our fingers together making me more nervous than before.

"I promised Louis that whatever happens between you two that I'd always be there for you, and to tell you the truth. I haven't really lived up to that promise." A tiny tear fell down his face.

"Liam, you've done everything you could to be there. I don't blame you for a second." I smiled, it's like all the anger I had towards him for not being there had just.. Disappeared. I didn't know what was going on in his life at the time and it could've affected him in a way that he couldn't see me. That's just a guess but I don't blame him for his actions anymore.

"Claire, I know this is going to be a really hard time for you right now, seeing Louis in love with a girl thats not you but he thinks its you. If that even makes sense," He chuckled "but I will always be here. And I'm not leaving you until Louis realizes that you are Claire." He gave me a warm hug, this was only the beginning of a terrible nightmare. My nightmare of losing someone were finally coming true. As much as I hated the fact, I knew what I had to face. I had to face certain things that would drive me over the edge. The one thing that I hated the most out of all of this, is that Louis isn't in love with me but with somebody else who he thinks is me. And that didn't even make sense. It scared me that if he found out the truth, he wouldn't care if I was Claire, he'd still love her. An that was my darkest nightmare. Having Louis never love me again.

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Hey guys! Sorry I didn't update on Wensday.. Or Thursday. sorry if this chapter is short but hey! At least I updated! Be grateful you little directioners. I've had major writers block and I got my iPod taken away for a bit and I didn't feel like getting on my computer and writing because I hate having my parents hovering over me like "whatcha writing, Taylor? Better not be looking/writing porn." Not that I look at porn. Porn is gross. But that's how my parents see it. They always have to know what I'm on. Lol, anyways, comment, vote ya know the whole shazzam!

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