Love ,Hate

Anger Issues

Karmen POV

I woke up and my legs were in pain from last night.Damn, I should've been with Travis for a long time "babe get up and get ready we got to get Z" I told him he got up and took a shower together.

After showering I threw on my obey shirt my bitch necklace, my shades, some black leggings, and my white and red chucks.I curled my hair and waited on Travis who came down in sweats.

He kissed me and smiled then we headed to her house after making a couple stops "I'm happy that he gone be out of school for these three months" I admitted "yea I know I love my boy he so its gone be cool with him around all the time" he told me makin me smile.

"Awe your a good father babe" I said kissing his cheek he smiled "you a good ass ma to" he admitted and I thanked him. "See people always judge me because of how I act, but really I'm not a bad person I just never had that love feeling, and I seem to look in all the wrong places I've been let down, hurt,abused,raped,and all and I let that change me as a person, everyone thinks I'm this gold digging bitch out for everyone's man and that's not true, I pray to god that my image change for my sons sake, not for me my son, people don't understand that I'm human, I have feelings and the thing I'm afraid of most is that what if my decisions today or people's Image of me today affects that little boy" I said crying freely.

I don't know where it came from I just thought it needed to be said.The car stopped and not because we were at the house.

Travis POV

This girl just told me her whole life story in like two minutes.I had to be there for her.Before, I was one of those people judging her but now it felt like different.Like she was actually a person not just another hoe."Its okay, I'm sorry if you think I ever judged you!Look lets go to dinner tonight me you and Z and get to know eachother better cause I can tell by how you crying about this shit that you really do care and I like that in a girl" I tell her with a smirk and she looked at me and smiled.

It wasn't her being a fake bitch, it was genuine!I kissed her lips "I would love that" she said pulling away "I'm sorry I just said that I didn't mean to you know" I cut her off "I'm sorry I been an ass to you, you can tell me anything, I will always be there for you we are in a relationship right?" I asked she smiled "that's all I wanted because if you would've disrespected me one more time I was gone go fucking crazy" she said I put the car in drive "just ruined the moment" I said she llaughed.

Ariel's POV

I woke up to the doorbell again.Damn. any other time these motha fuckas don't wanna use the ducking doorbell.I looked at the clock 6:45 who the fuck could be here at 6:45 in the morning.

I walked down the stairs and snatched the door open not caring who it is, just ready to go off "who the fu-" I yelled then stopped when I seen Travis "I'm sorry for interrupting whatever you were doing" he said referring to my pajamas "oh I was just sleep and I forgot that you were coming let me go get Z then you ca-" I stopped when I seen Bambi roll down her windows.

Don't say shit, don't say shit, bite your tongue.I repeatedly said that in my head.But my fist was clenching and my body was heated I could tell I was getting red.I slammed the door hard and walked upstairs. "Z your dad is here" I said nicely well trying to.He got up "no honey you can just go they are waiting and I don't want them waiting to long but I enjoyed you" I told him.He was still half sleep "I enjoyed you to can I come over again" he asked I smiled "anytime you want immean it is going to be summer break" I told him he smiled and I grabbed his bags and walked him downstairs.

I opened the door and he was waiting with a confused look "can I ask you not to slam a door in my fucking face" he said pissed "SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU DONT ASK ME TO DO SHIT, SEE THIS SHIT OVER HERE I BOUGHT YOU CAN GET THE FUCK ON SOMEWHERE, JUST CAUSE YOU RUNNING SHIT IN A GANG NOW DONT MEAN IM SCARED OF YOU OR YO BITCH!" I yelled closing my door.Cant wake the kids.Z was in the car sleep and Bambi got out.

And I was amped now.Hoe got balls "babe can we not be ignorant and just go" she said "YEAH LISTEN TO YO HOE AND GO" I said.This bitch came to my house.She a petty stupid ass bitch and I wanted with everything in me to beat her ass right here and right now.

"Chill the fuck out" he yelled and I looked at him"FUCK YOU! YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN GET THE.....FUCK.....ON" I yelled stepping closer and closer to him.

She looked at me "I would prefer for you to not speak to him like that" she said smirking. "You right, I apologize I'm just pissed for being woken up I had a bad night I guess and I'm really sorry" I said faking.He just nodded and she laughed "Z had a good time and is welcomed anytime" I told them he nodded again "I'm not letting my son come over here with you" she said "tell your son that and break his heart" I said pissed again.Who told this bitch to speak.

"Well imma say this if I hear you speak bad on me to my son it's over" she said pointing her finger in my face "move yo hand" I said pissed Travis looked at me.And knew why I was getting pissed.How can he do some shit like that and with this hoe?

"Look we not keeping Z from his brother and sister and you calm down before you get yourself in some trouble, babe you chill I won't let anyone speak on you like that" he said grabbing her hand.I rolled my eyes "okay goodbye" I said going in my house and slamming the door.

Killed my vibe!I woke up the kids and prepared them for school slid on some sweats and dropped them off with Mya since she wanted the kids to spend time together.

I went back home and drunk a couple glasses of champagne.Im so pissed right now and I can't do she about it.I called my dad "hello" he asked "I need some help daddy, I'm beyond pissed off" I said squeezing my wine glass tighter and tighter.It broke causing my hand to bleed "why?" he asked.

Not caring about my bleeding hand "he brought that bitch to my house, that shit is disrespectful" I told him "its not her fault tho" he said "but you don't know the history between us two, this bitch don't like me cause back when I was stripper she wanted to fight every day thinking I was taking her shine and shit, then she pops up in Travis phone like baby momma shit knowing me and him together, now she pop up at my house like bitch are you not disrespectful and I know she was being petty I could have that bitch killed or I can do the shit myself" I said loudly "look calm down" he said.If I told my dad to have someone kill that bitch it would easily be done.Lucky she got Zyon.

Or I can do it myself, I'm fr Brooklyn, I can shoot someone in public and still walk away with my shit.My dad run this game and these niggas don't even know it.His name may change in the streets but these niggas to stupid to realize his face.

My dad has his gangs in Asia,India,Europe,Cananda, Hawaii shid and all over the U.S.They all know him by Marshall but his name is fucking Carter fucking Johnson.

The blood was coming out fast and Drea came downstairs "OMG what happened" she said grabbin my hand "nothin" I mothed her "look babygirl calm down, don't do nothing you would regret you are a real woman so act like it" he said "true but imma call you back" I hung up.

"Fuck happened to yo hand" she asked "he brought that bitch here and I don't give a fuck, if he don't know or not" I said to her she rushed and got tweezers and came back taking little pieces of glass out of my hand "ouch bitch" I yelled she laughed "tell him" she said "no" I told her "whatever but we going out tonight you remember Tez" she said "they boy from the club" she continued "I guess" I told her "he is going to Spades tonight with his boys and we are going" she said putting medicine on my cuts.

Then bandaged it."Clean yo shit up" she said sounding like my mother "alright mommy" I said bleaching my counters and floors then starting on breakfast.Eggs,bacon,cheese grits, and cresants.

That bitch is petty.She got the right one to fuck with!






(-okay here are the first couple chapters vote, comment, and follow hope you enjoy


-Ariel Mad?

-Karmen and Ariel beef?

-What team you one Karmen or Ariel?

-Travis and Karmen connect!

-Z loves Ariel awee❤❤

-What do you want to happen next?

CoMmEnTs PlEaSe!