Dairy of the Middle School Girl

Night Kiss

Dear Diary I wake up in the middle of the night from a nightmare.I had sweat out my clothes and my hair was disheveled. I run my fingers though my hair. I am scared scared by all means. I never knew my brain was even capable of dreaming things like that. Its dark in my room and for some reason the darkness gives me peace.I don't want to talk about my dream i really and truly don't want to remember it. I hear footsteps coming. I must have made a lot of noise. The person pushes open the door. I see Mitch. He is wearing a t shirt and plaid pajama bottoms. His hair was disheveled just like mine. I don't know the reason why . He has wide eyes and come close to me. I have this feeling when he walks close to me.  Its the feeling i used to get when my dad used to hug me and tell me it would be alright after every fight my mom had with him.He comes to me and hugs me tight. I feel safe in his arms even though, I know i will never be safe. No one is ever safe, safe is a illusion that everything will be fine and you will be OK, but in real life it does not work like that. I don't think of real life i live in my fantasy world. I know the real things that happen i just don't care. I am Mad. I don't care about reality. I am crazy. 

I feel his hand still on my body .There warm and welcoming he says in my ear "Its fine we are okay". I don't say anything. He pulls away a looks ant me right in the eyes, His green eyes are bright in the moon light. He looks at me and smiles. He pulls his face close to mine I pull me face too, he turns his head side ways and kisses me and the check, he smiles again at me and walk toward the door and before he leaves he say"Their Not Real", and walks back to his room. Micth just kissed me i was touching my check i don't remember how a kiss feels because my mom never kissed me. His kiss felt AMAZING, his lips where soft,. I did not expect that at all , maybe just maybe i will register for Rockwell. 

The next morning I was happy and giggly , if that's what you want to call it. I skipped down to the dinning room and Jay and Micth are there eating toast that Mark probably made. I have never seen there parents, they must be hard workers, I don't skip, I am probably high on something they gave me.I say "Good Morning how was your night". Jay look at me weird and suspicious, he asks me in a low voice" Are you on medication" I giggle at that response"No silly i am just happy", I cover my hand over my mouth and register what i just said. Micth brust out in to laughter. I say shut up to him and i try's to calm down. Both Jay and Micth say" That the Amy we know." Micth winks at me. I go to the table and eat, we talk we joke around, this really feels like a family and i love it.

Hey whats up guys how was your Memorial weekend I hope you guys have fun. So is this book good or No. There is a plot twist coming. AHHHHHHHHH Micth kissed Amy, OMG, Is there going to be relationship between them, Is she going to go to Rockwell, what's going to happen to Jay if she does. All will be answered. I am sorry this does not have good grammer, i swear i will fix it.Did you see the little phase from "Their Real" comment if you do  

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