blue neighbourhood || m.healy

the quiet

the beeping machines were hurting morgan's head. she attempted to move her hands to cover her ears, but nothing happened. she tried again, but nothing happened. maybe she was dreaming, or maybe her uncle had strapped her down to prevent her from the harm she'd cause to herself again. if that were the case, she'd be able to open her eyes right? her heartbeat began to rise as she heard the scrambling feet along with -

"her heartbeat is going up!" and hands touching her

she didn't like people to touch her, especially people she didn't know. she tried to squirm but failed.

"inject the medicine to calm her down rachel." a long pause, and then her body relaxed

a loud boom sounded, heavy breathing and slight whimpers filled the rest of the room. 

"sir, you can come in as soon as we finish up." 

"is she okay? is she alive, please tell me minnie is alive." 

"yes sir, she is. hold on one moment while we finish up and then she's all yours."

it was quiet, and she felt herself being shifted up a little before coming to a halt.

"just so you're aware, she isn't responsive. she may be able to hear everything you say to her, but she won't respond." 

nothing was said, and the only thing that informed her she wasn't alone after the shutting of a door was a hand being placed on her thigh. she knew that small fragile hand - it was matty. 

"for fucks sake minnie. what the hell happened?" he breathed "when you wake up i need some sort of explanation. if you're in here because you're going through something, you should have come to me. you know where the key is, you know my number. i hate to sound selfish, but, if this is because i've been talking to meredith it isn't anything."

the quiet. 

he chuckled to himself. "in fact, i'm pretty sure she hates me. i've ditched her for the past week because my brains been caught up with thoughts of you. what the hell have you done to me minnie? i've never felt this way about anyone before, and i'm scared. you've met my mum for heavens sake! i just - i was planning on coming over to your house today, to tell you how i've felt."

morgan felt like she was falling. she was trying so hard to move a finger, toe, boob - something to let matty know she was aware of the words spilling from his precious lips. 

"maybe this was a sign that i shouldn't tell you. i mean, i'm telling you now, but the doctor said you might be able to hear me. which means, that there's a fifty percent chance you can't, and i'm not sure which one i feel more comfortable with. i just want you to be okay minnie. i want to know that you'll wake up, and make it out of here. once again, i know it's selfish of me to only think of myself, but, if you don't make it out of here, i don't think i can make out there." 

he didn't say anything after that, but she felt his lips touch hers. those damn butterflies attacking the pit of her stomach, and her chest. she needed to wake up, get up. she needed to tell matty that she felt the same way, that she -

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i finally updated wow 

i've been busy, and i haven't been feeling well in the emotion area. 

i purposely left it that way - it's not because i was being lazy