Complicated Love Story (BOYxBOY)

My name is Eric Holme and is a 16 year old guy living in the western part of Sweden. My family is not very big , I'm the only child and I've only got one cousin. So my family would probably freak out if they found out that me and my cousin are actually together. His name is Jacob Franzén and he's 19 years old. He is tall and thin, but still relatively muscular. He has medium-length dark brown hair, iceblue eyes and the world's most captivating smile.

I, on the other hand, am quite short and not quite as thin as Jacob. I have light brown hair that goes down to my shoulders, green eyes and pretty long eyelashes. I don't smile very often, so don't really know what I can say about my smile. But Jacob says it's cute.

Even when I was 13, I understood that I was gay, but I never came out with it, then I thought maybe it was just a period that I went through that made me look a little extra on the other guys. But when I turned 15 Jacob came out to me, and I talked about how my situation was. He then shine up like the sun and hugged me, for long.

We decided not to tell any of our relatives, since the reaction in a such a small family like ours is quite predictable. They often ask us about girlfriends, but I'm just saying that I try to focus on my studies before I get a relationship, which is kind of true. Jacob, however, who have left home and have his own income may be a little trickier with excuses. His parents claim that a woman would brighten his life, but Jacob just scoff at them and says that he is waiting for the right one to come to him. They claim that it's pure bullshit and that he just don't want to introduce his girlfriend to the family.

I sit down and breathing heavily out .

- Schools rough on you?

I look towards Jacob and smile a little, but stop quickly. High school is a lot tougher than I thought it would be.

- I wish I could move away from home , I sigh . In to you or something.

Jacob smiles and caresses my cheek. Both of us know that it'd be impossible. First, he lives further away from the school than I, and our parents would just think that I would be in his way .

- Wait another year, then maybe they'll let you move out. But you can probably not move to my place as long as you're still in school.

- I know Jacob.. I know.. But I miss you so much during the weeks.

He kisses me on the forehead and holds my hands with his .

- I can come home to you more often if you want, it wouldn't bother me at all. I don't care what it takes, the fact that I get to see you is more important.

I smile again and look into his eyes. He looks back into mine and slowly bends down so we can kiss each other. We've been together for six months, so it no longer feels weird that we are actually related. Now it just feels like a natural relationship between the two guys, which both he and I find very relaxing.

Jacob caresses me gently on the thigh and we start making out. He takes my hand and puts over his cock. I blush, but don't remove my hand. It feels good when I hold my hand there, it feels so right. I unzip his jeans and drag my fingers alongside his briefs.

- Oh, Eric..

He lays me down on the couch and pulls off his shirt. I lie still and breath without letting go of his gaze. He smiles softly at me before he stands up on all four over me, kissing me over and over again. Soon we start to make out. Jacob sneaks his hand up under my shirt, caresses my stomach and gently pinching my nipples. I moan softly and stroke his back and shoulders.

- Are you ready after half a year baby?

I nod and swallow to moisturize my throat after all panting.

- I'm more than ready, I say and pant. I've waited a long time for this..

We look deep into each other's eyes. He bends down over me and bites me loose on the neck. I groan and turn my head so that he can reach my neck better. He bites harder and sucks hard on my neck. I moan and roll over to my side. It feels so good that I don't know what to do. Jacob gently rubs his dick against mine, and I get even more turned on. He lets go of my neck, kisses me and holds me tightly. He licks my lower lip and we start making out pretty rough. I feel all warm and sweaty, and when I drag my hand over Jacobs back, I feel that he is as hot and sweaty as I am. He sits up and puts me in his lap. I feel his hard dick against mine and blushes lightly.

- If it wasn't for the fact that you were a virgin I already would've taken you, he whispers hoarsely into my ear.

His voice echoes inside me and send chills down my spine. I press myself closer to him and gently rub my dick against his. He breathes heavily and looks into my eyes. I blush and look away, I'm so embarrassed that I can't take it.

- Take it easy. I'll be careful with you.

I smile, kind of embarrassed and give him a gentle kiss. Deep inside I'm afraid, but I don't want to ruin our relationship, so I stay quiet about it.

Jacob gently takes his hand down to my butt and I slowly close my eyes. I've been touched by him beforebut it's still a little embarrassing. It was quite recently that we came round the fact that we are related, so it haven't been any close encounters until recently. And I'm glad that we finally have stared to get serious.

- Don't worry Eric , you know I love you too much to hurt you, he says softly and strokes hair from my face.

I nod and blush when he gently presses his finger against my asshole.