Torn into Pieces

Tired. Torn. I'm tired of everything in my life. In torn whether I should stay for my family it if I should just go. My pack would mind If I left. But my mother wouldn't. Ever since third grade she has always hated me. I couldn't do anything right. My father has actually disowned her as mate once she started to physically assault me. But it's not as easy as it sounds. She still lives and the pack house and is tied to me forever considering that the werewolf court gave her custody of me and my brother half time. So as Im speaking my brother and I are locked in our room until she lets us out. But the funny thing is. Is that if I actually wanted to kill her or attack her I could because her wolf disconnected from her once she went insane and depended on drugs and alcohol instead Of food and water. But since I rather not get kicked out of the pack I decided not to. But now that I think about it I doubt they would care. Everyone hates her including the alpha generation. But they keep her because well I don't know why they keep her I'm king to have to ask them that one. I know what your thinking how can you ask the alpha those sort of questions. Well Alpha Walters or should I say Stephen is like my second dad. His son and daughter are mine and Jason (my twin) best friends I have known them since I was born. They are twins two and are the same ages as us. And I doesn't help that my father is the beta of the pack and my brother is soon to be beta. Luke Walter and Lucy Walters are there names. Oh and my name is Jessica or Jessie and my Twins name is Jason. All four of us are 17 years old. I am a 5'7 brown haired hazel eyed girl. I am 130 lbs and I am very athletic I play softball volleyball lacrosse and I run track. My brother is the same except he is 6'4 and is like 180 but had an 6 pack. I really don't understand why him and Luke are on great shape because all they do is eat and then blame it on being growing men. Luke is as sexy as they come. He has light brown hair and a yummy face. ;) he is at least 6'5 and is so hawt. He has a 6 pack that I would love to lick ice cream off of and his sister it basically like me but shorter. Luke and Lucy turn 18 before we do so they are havering a party next week for them to call for their mates. One Jason turns 18 in 1 month then try will be able to take the roll of alpha and beta. I really hope that their mats are nice. I'm not afraid to whoop some ass if I got to but I don't want them hating me

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