Niall Horan Imagines

Pills

A/N. By now you should know that I love drama and I know that you guys want the wedding story be brought to light but I'm trying to make it perfect. So for now I apologize for the dramatic updates.

Gabby POV
I'm crazy. Im going crazy. Today is going to be a shit day I know it. I wake up at the ass crack of dawn and can't go back to sleep. Like the hell. Ok Gabby you just need to calm down and make food. No you can't make food cause your dumb ass will burn yourself or cut yourself. Just get an apple Gabby. Ok fine I'll get an apple and take the pills. Where the hell are the apples I just got some from the store yesterday. Wtf. Calm down. Look. Here it is. Ok just eat the apple. Good now get the pills. They are in the cabinet above the knives. Ok. I got the bottle. What!!!!  AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! IM DONE. NO MORE PILLS. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! (Talking to herself out loud and actually screams.)
* Slides slowly to the floor and cries her eyes out.* Cause she's not a big girl. Great look what you did stupid you woke up Niall. Now he's going to have to care for you. He's never going to marry you and if he does its out of fear you might kill yourself. Great going dummy.

NIALL POV
I know that today is going to be a bad day for gabby. Niall thinks to himself. She woke up early and was anxious. She's going to have a very stressed day even on her meds. But it's fine she has them and it'll calf her.
*He heard her scream and ran down as fast as he could.*
Shit what just happened.
"I'm here princess it's ok. Now it's going to be ok." It's like she never even heard me. She talking to herself and that's only happened once. She is having a really bad day. What is she talking about marring her.
"That's not true I will never look at you that way. I love you for you all of you imperfections and all. I will never do anything to hurt you. Gabby. Gabby. GABBY!!!!"
Good her eyes are on me now.
" I will forever love you. Now let's get you your pills."
"I have no more.' She said almost clawing the skin off of herself.
I picked her up from off the floor and carried her to the room. Without a doubt she fell asleep from all of that crying. Before she fell asleep she was tapping the beat of my heart on my arm. It was fast yet steady. I guess she freaked me out but I love her so I'm calm. I played her in the bed and changed her clothes.
Long story short. I drove her to her doctor where he examined my sleeping fiancé. And came to the conclusion that her outburst was based off her wedding planing and the guilt she feels for me. Just the fact that I care for her, but she thinks that I put up with her.
The doc gave me more pills for her and she woke up in the office. She was a little hazed but leaped on me when she saw me. She apologized and I gave her the pills and we headed home.

In the Car
"I love you." I told her.
"I know that you do. I love you too.'' She said as sure as ever. The pills helped to numb the scaring hashing past memories. I decided to bring them back to her. She cried for a while but then I fixed her up.
"Don't have a doubt in your brain that I don't love and adore you. Nothing you do, say, or even what your history or mental state is, my love for you is eternal and nothing can extinguish that flame of love for you." I said stating her in the eyes.
"I love you way too much. I just feel bad that I turned out this way and that you always have to pick the pieces of me. Niall I love you more than the moon and the skies. I never once doubted my love for you and I'm so sorry I doubted the love you have for me. You're my prince  " Gabby said.
" and you my princess." I said. We kissed and drove home.

The next morning
She, I mean we are fine now and she is asleep and I'm just watching her. I know that she loves me because she tries to win her mental fights for me and I truly hope she knows how much love I have for her.