I questioned my existence. Why am I alive? Whats my purpose? Who am I? What am I? How did I become who I am? I'm just an average person with an average dreams. Im not special, Im not that smart either and most of all Im not that handsome. I'm sorry about my grammar, after all english is not my main language and like what I said...Im not that smart so please bear with me. Let me ask you a question, what would you do to have it all? Will you do it if you're given a chance? Let's say you did give it all but sooner or later you watched it disappear in front of you. What would you do to have your life back again? That's right, what would you do if your life slowly fell apart time by time, month by month, and year by year? To have it all and lose it all. You will be left with nothing but a stoned heart, nothing but an emotionless life. Will you still live or die? Maybe a living dead I supposed?