Dairy of the Middle School Girl

Then Leave

Dear Diary  After breakfast i go get ready for school , and guess what I am late, Today i am wearing blue sweat pants and a Fall Out Boy shirt and black sneakers, I want to brush my hair but i don't want to later than i all ready am. I run down the hall to Jays room to tell him to hurry up.Then he yells "I AM NOT GOING GO WITH OUT ME". What's wrong with him he was fine at breakfast, truly i don't understand the meaning of fine because I say i am fine but i don't mean it."come on what the problem"i say. He yell louder this time " LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE". I don't know if he is joking so i say " owwww baba bebe baba Jay said i am bad word". Micth laughs. He opens the door his hair is a mess and his eyes and eyebrows are narrowed and me " Do you think everything is a joke, when someone say leave them alone be smart and do it " , I don't know what to say i have never seen him like this before, so i say " you don't tell me what do ". He looks at me angrily and said " then leave". I don't say anything I leave the door and leave the house i don't care anymore about anything and anyone. That little bit of trust I had in Jay,Gone. I go to school that day and it no better. I don't want to talk about it. The end of the day comes and i have no where to go I could go t a hotel , but they don't let minors rent out rooms. I walk , Just walk , no thinking just walking. I hear a car coming  and somebody rolls down the window and say " oh look guys the bum cant find her way, do you want a ride , oh no  never mind nothing that ugly can come in this car and gives a sly smirk and keeps driving,I know that was Jessica Sims, I keep walking , I go to the park and sit by the lake. The lake is beautiful, Its clear water and all the life living in it. I smile at the sight. I feel somebody's hand on my shoulder i punch the person in the jaw. The person holds his face for a while and then lifts it up.  immediately I see green eyes , its jay " do you always hit somebody when they come up to you " He says. " and i am the one always joking around". Jays face turns sad and apologetic he said " i am so sorry about that i was angry at you.." I stop him right there " why where you mad at me" Jay replies"my parent have been going though some stuff and Micth told me you where thinking about trying out for Rockwell i don't want you to leave " It was true that i was going to try out for Rockwell, but what i need not to understand was that why did he want me to stay. " your like a sister to me and i love it" It hit me gut when he said i was like a sister to him, i don't want to be a sister to him i want to be something more."Its OK and thanks" i say. We walk back to the house and open the door its dinner time Mark says. Micth is all ready at the table tonight we are having Roast beef rice and corn. Micth decides he is going  to put on some music, he puts on Panda and we dance, i dance horrible they where laughing the whole. Jay ask to pause because he had to go to the bathroom. When he left Micth put on Say Something " May i have this dance" he asks with his hand out, I put my hand out too and he kisses it while looking at me. I was not breathing.I did not know how to ballroom dance and he could see that so he explained it me " What you do is put you hands around my neck and i put my hand around your waist and you move back a forth " . That sounds easy. I put my hand on his neck and he puts his hand on my waist.Its was not bad at all i serious thought i would step on his foot but i didn't. His hands on my waist didn't feel weird I don't know why, He was look at me the whole time his golden shines in the light. The song keeps playing for what seems like forever and i don't get bored to be honest i am very nervous. My hands are very shaky and I think he knows , he say " how come your so nervous" " I am not nervous what make you think that" i say quickly. " Your hand are shaky and your biting the inside of your check" he says. I didn't even notice i was biting my check. " you should stop biting it it will bleed" he said. I am a totally freak show right now. I stop biting and keep my attention on his eyes,  is it even possible for someones eyes to be that bright . My eyes where brown not very bright. I look at his face he is perfect i mean he has no flaws.I kiss him on his check and say " 'in return" My heart was beating about of my body and i was sure he could hear it . He blushes then , I hear footsteps I pull  away because i know who it is. Jays back " what where you guys doing"he says. "Nothing" me and Micth say at the same time.We sit down to eat and me and Micth don't say a word about the slow dance or the kiss.

OMG guys this chapter is very long 1014 word. Damn this is going to be good.I need a cast. Please message me if you have any ideas for books. Amy kissed him. Who are Jay and Micth parents and where are they. All questions will be answered.

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