The Mind of a Queen: Open Love Letter

I Wonder(Is it just me) 6/1/16

I wonder of the many things I've come to see
Within my dreams
The lessons learned
The people I meet
The feelings I feel
The emotions that seep
Beyond the veil
I wonder if anyone else can tell
That its beyond the realms
Of this reality, or is it just me
Knowing there's more
Wanna crack the code
Learn everything I can learn
On my way home
Conception of perception
Confusions of illusions
Fantasies of reality
Parallel Opposites of duality
School of the hard knocks, that's the life for me
But only temporarily
I listen and pay attention
Can't repeat anymore grades
Feels like I've failed in the past
Yet I feel as if I'm living all three
So does that mean I'm failing currently?
Or is it the opposite
To be aware and do my best and if I fail in the pass, does that mean I'm succeeding?
Not being looked over
Being a star pupil
I didn't make the cut of being plucked out of my secondary soul lessons
Was late to class with no consequences given
Was it because I chose to retake the courses just to fully understand their purpose
Just months ago I was in 5th grade (in a way)
Now I'm one grade away from being considered post secondary
Time is a funny thing
They say everything in life takes time, yet life itself is timeless
It all depends on how one perceives it
This, I know for a fact
I wonder
If every one knew and felt this way
Would they differently act?
Hate when ones soulless mission is truth manipulation
Just to have this reality fit a description that is not beneficial to them in any way
Physicality is a technicality a true lesson in itself
To be able to balance instead of paying the cost and still comprehending the lesson taught
I wonder does anyone else see it
Does any one else feel it
Does anyone else "dream"it to "live"it
Or is it just me
I wonder
~QueenLeah The Poet