If Only 2/2

Love. It's a powerful feeling. It can either bring you sorrow or joy. Most of us haven't found our significant other. Some are lucky, they found the love that they deserve. True love. What does is really signify? They say true love is when you found someone to spend the rest of your life with. We all have different perspective with the word love. The pain brought by this feeling, is a feeling that you utterly care for someone. You're afraid to lose them, you are scared because they might hurt you. The worst part is, you are scared because one day, they would leave you. For even there is a reason or not.

As for Camila. She doesn't even know what love is anymore. That love Camila felt for Y/N, was buried along with her. After two years of mourning, Camila finally accepted her fate. Though she miss the girl who makes her heart beat rapidly, everyday. She couldn't do the things she always do anymore, it just reminded her of the other girl. Actually, every single thing she does, Y/N is always present with her. Just laying there on the bed, talking, laughing, joking around. Even that time they had High School Musical Karaoke night at Camila's room. Camila misses that. Y/N would always do anything for the Cuban, even if it was always a childish act.

The others, Ally, Lauren, Dinah and Normani. Were always there for the small girl. They also miss Y/N. The silly pranks her and Dinah always pulled to the others. The Polynesian truly misses that. Basically, her and Dinah are partners in crime. Ally, misses the time that her and Y/N would bake cookies for the girls, and the younger one would always start a food fight between them, flours all over the kitchen and their faces. They laugh and laugh until their sides are hurting them. As for Normani and Y/N, they would always go to this arcade near the mall. Playing dance dance revo and beat each others high score. It's like a tradition now for the both of them, every friday after school. Camila and the others would always watch the two compete with one another. Then buy smoothies, also pizza, of course, after beating each others asses.

As for the last girl, Lauren. She couldn't cope with the loss of her best friend. Lauren and Y/N are the most close amongst the six of them. Aside from Camila of course. The reason is why, Lauren is like the sister Y/N never had. Knowingly, Y/N is an only child. She would always dream of having a sister. The always perky and giddy Lauren, is now the lifeless and just existing one. She misses having deep and meaningful conversations with Y/N. just talking about the world and the feelings of one another. Sometimes they would have sleepovers at each others house. Eat nutella and pancakes. Goof around while everyone's out. Lauren even remembers that time Y/N beat her ex-boyfriend, brad. He's trying to get in her pants. Luckily Y/N went to Lauren's house at the right time. If Lauren didn't stopped Y/N, brad would be lifeless. She has never seen Y/N that furious, and it scared Lauren too. Blood was covered at Y/N's knuckles, Lauren cleaned her up. All day Y/N was comforting the Cuban. Until the girls came and told everything about it. She missed her the most: Y/N

Camila hasn't moved on yet. But she coped. She endured all the pain. The memories of Y/N and her, makes her smile now. She doesn't break down and cry every night thinking of her. Camila wished she noticed this feelings earlier, and acted to it. She wished that she told Y/N that she loves her. Camila knew this isn't just a simple crush. It was love. Everytime she sees Y/N, the smile on her lips never fades away. Y/N can make the colony of butterflies erupt inside her stomach. Even just mentioning her name, Camila's lips automatically curves into a smile. Y/N eyes, Camila loves them. They're the most blues Camila has ever seen. They remind Camila of a serene ocean. It always calms her, by just looking at Y/N eyes, she could drown and get lost in them. Camila loves every single thing about Y/N. That cute dimples in her cheeks everytime she smiles. The way she scrunches up her nose and furrow her eyebrows when she tries to concentrate on something. The way she pursed her lips while in deep thought (in choosing for an ice cream flavor) Camila finds that adorable.