Dark Secrets

Chapter 3: Confessions Pt. 1

Heylo peoples! Alright so i didnt spit the last chapter into parts, i think thats why it felt a little shorter than others! Duh, im a genius right?Not, Okay so here is chapter 3 Confession ooooooooh! Hope you all like! Remember to vote/comment/follow/favorite. Also this is rated GENERAL i cant get the ratings to change. Stupid laptop! :/

Chapter 3:

Confessions

"Who?" i asked seething on the inside. "I have never heard of her." i said. Darren had pulled out a chair for me and i was sitting in it now. I watched as he scooped a rather large portion of Parmesan for himself. "Really?" he asked. "Crystal Gilkes, you sure you have'nt heard of her?" he asks me. Scooping another smaller portion for me. "Yep, not ever." i say through clenched teeth. It was like he was testing me or something! Does he know? "Oh." he says. I watch as he pours a fizzy drink in a skinny whine glass. "Dont worry, its just cider." he smiles. "Hey? Are you alright? You look a little pale." he said. "I just need some air." I breathed, pushing from the table and bursting through the door. I have to admit the cool air felt better on my face, but did nothing for my emotions. I heard the door open a few minutes later. "Kali? Whats the matter?"  Darren asks me. "Nothing...." i said, thinking of an excuse. "I just think i caught a bug or something." i said. I just think I'm going to go to sleep." i added to make it more believable. "Do you need a doctor?" he asked concerned. "No Darren i don't." i said you could hear the anger clear in my voice. I stomped back inside. I walked up the stairs and i slid my hair out of the ponytail i had it in earlier. I took off my clothes and put on a pair of sweatpants and a tank-top. I plopped back on the bed, leaving the light on. I couldn't help but feel a little guilty, i mean he did do all that work. What? No how could i even say that? He probably had sex with that chick right in this bed! I shoved the covers off, automatically revolted. I took a pillow, making sure there was no hair or anything on it and slept on the smaller bed. I sucked in a breath, trying to calm myself, but i couldn't, every emotion i felt today just came rushing over me like a freaking tsunami! My head pounded like i had a bad hangover and my body ached. How could i be so stupid as to let him fool me like that? That's probably why he tries so hard to heave sex with me! Because once he does he can just dump me, but no until then he has to have some stripper from the west side satisfy his needs! I was crying openly now. My nose ran and i ignored the burning in my eyes and tears rolled again and again. See now if this were a fairy tale and my life didn't suck, i would probably be crying myself asleep by now but no, instead my tears are the one thing that keep me up! To top it all off, i can hear him on the phone! "I don't know Crystal-" perfect, exactly what i need- "She is obviously pissed at me for something, but i cant figure out what it is." he admits. Oh like you don't know, your talking to it right now! I want to yell at him. But no, i would keep my mouth shut. Once he took me home tomorrow, it would be just as it was last year, i didn't know him and he didn't know me. We would wouldn't each other, and the world would be right. 

Once Darren came up, i was able to silence the crying and pretended to be asleep. I listened to him sit on the bigger bed, which was the only other option, considering i was taking up most of the smaller bed. Although i had to admit this bed was uncomfortable, and my body ached to be closer to Darren- No. What was i saying? How am i even thinking of that right now? I took a quiet deep breath and tried to fall back asleep. Uncessfully i began thinking of what other guys were in my life. I didn't have a dad, and Maryln (My mom) never brings home anyone well enough that could be called a 'father figure'. There was Charlie, my....acquaintance. Who still creeps me out, might i add. Then there is Darren. Darren, sweet perfect, gorgeous Darren. Who is a lying, manipulative, annoying ,cheater. I sigh and hope Darren cant hear it. That boy has like super hearing or something. Creepy. I smiled, picking out his flaws is making me feel kind of better. He has giant ears. I stifle a laugh. He is so tall, he either has to bend over or lift me onto something, for me to kiss him. Kissing him. Sigh. How did this get so messed up? I laid back into the cold, uncomfortable pillow and tried to fall asleep. Luckily, i was extremely tired or i defiantly would have dreamt about him last night.