Notice me
You enter the bathroom while I shower
Just a fragile barrier between us,
I want you to notice me
Notice this water turn salty.
I left the curtain open a crack, see?
But you don't
Notice me
Notice my tears
Notice my pain,
Or notice me.
You never notice my smiles
How fake they are.
I try to make you see
I'm not really
Happy.
Notice my tears
Notice my pain
Notice my lies,
Notice me.
Maybe you'll notice my absence
The time I spend alone
Thinking,
Wishing,
You'll notice me.
Maybe you'll notice my scars,
This pain I put myself through
Symbolic to the pain you've put me through.
Notice my scars
Notice my tears
Notice my pain
Notice my lies,
Notice me
But you notice her
She has always got your attention
For better or worse
You notice her
Her scars
Her tears
Her pain
Why are things the way they are?
Shouldn't we be equall?
What has she done that I haven't?
Aren't I in more pain?
But you don't, just like always,
You've never noticed my scars
My tears
My pain
My lies.
Is it me?
Should I do more?
What else can I do?
I can't understand how you don't notice me.
