Why do I love you? (Harry Styles fan fiction)

Day 2

I bang my head against the back of the door and stand there for a while staring into space.

I rush upstairs with my pregnancy tests and run into the bathroom.

All this baby talk has made me paranoid

I tear open the packing with my teeth before revealing two plastic tests.

I take the stick in my hand for a while.Nervous as hell for what the result may be.Regardless I have to take this test to make sure I am not.

I take the test and place it on my window seal.The instructs say I have to leave it for 2 minutes.

Honestly these two minutes are the worst minutes of my life.I walk back and forth in my bathroom.My heart races and these two minutes feel like 10 minutes as I watch the clock on my wall.

Finally two minutes I take a deep breath before picking up the test with my eyes closed.

I soon pluck up the courage to look at the test.

Negative

Yes I knew it.Im so thankful.

I do the other test as well again. Negative

My heart stops raising before I throw the tests in the bin.

I take my pyjamas out of my drawer and slip into the, before crashing on my bed.Its been an exhausting day for me.Its only 2pm but I have to catch up on my sleep.

I watch pretty little liars and soon enough I fall asleep.

"Mummy mummy Its me Dayna" A little girl on my lap says

"Dayna?" I ask her

"Yeah I'm your daughter,I'm four now mummy" She replies

"I'm sorry what?" I ask

"Daddy she doesn't know me"The little girl says

"Mummy's just tired" Dylan replies

Dylan replies? Excuse me what is happening

I am soon pulled out of my dream,I sit up frantically up on my bed panting flooded in sweat.amy heart pounding feeling as though it's going to beat out of my chest.

"What a terrible dream" I say out loud as a I sit on my bed staring at my wardrobe as sunlight beams through the crack in the curtains.

I get myself showered and dressed.Putting on foundation and mascara to hide my tired,pale face.

"Hey Cara how are you feeling?" Daisy's voice rings through the phone

"Fine thanks Dais,how are you? I reply

"Good glad to hear your better" She comments

"Thanks for checking up on me,I'm going to the hospital again today" I tell her

"Okay Cara,I'll let you get on with your day" She says

"Okay bye" I say

"Bye" She replies before hanging up the phone.

I decide to eat a slice of toast to kick start my morning off.I feel in a happier mood today than I was yesterday.

I place my phone in my leather jacket before putting my trusty converse on.

I decide to walk to the hospital today, hopeful some fresh air will do me some good. Its a pleasant walk, the suns out. I take a casual stroll to the hospital which takes 20 minutes. Thinking about Dylan and  what we did together,many memories flood back.