Him

Chapter 7:

I was pretty mad at Ella's aggrovating demeanor but I couldn't help but understand. My anger suddenly turned to sadness. My chest started to feel heavy and I started to sweat. It couldn't be happening. I hadn't had an anxiety attack in so long and now couldn't be a worse time.

I reached the outside and shuffled aside and took a seat on the grass. I was embarrased by my behavior and hoped no one could see me. I pulled a water bottle out of my purse and tried my best to calm myself down but trying to figure out why I was feeling this way wasn't making it any easier.

I took one deep breath after another and finally felt myself coming down from this horrible attack. 

"Lana," a voice called from behind me. A familiar one at that.

I turned to see Jon. 

Fuck. Not now.

"Are you okay?" he took a seat next to me.

"I'm okay," I breathed.

"You don't seem okay, you're sitting under a tree by yourself," he pointed out.

He was right but I was in no mood to tell him what was wrong. In fact he was part of the problem.

"Don't see him anymore," he blurted out.

I snapped my neck around to face him and his expression suddenly faded.

"What?" I asked.

"He's causing you stress obviously," he said.

"Look, can you just leave me alone?"

"Are you kidding me Lana?"

"No, I'm not kidding you. I get enough shit from Ella can you please just go?" I asked and felt myself getting more and more anxious with every word I spoke.

"No, I won't go," he said.

I let out a deep breath and felt myself getting more dizzy.

"Are you okay?" He must have noticed my change in attitude.

"Please just go," I managed.

"Why don't you fucking go?" I jumped as I heard Liam's roar.

"Oh back for more?" Jon egged him on.

Before I could watch any of this unfold I stood up to escape the situation entirely and that's when everything went black.

"Oh, you're awake," I slowly opened my eyes and saw Liam's face immedietely.

"What happened?" I groaned.

"You passed out Lana," his voice held nothing but concern.

"Why?" I asked.

"I don't know, you're okay now," he kissed my forehead.

I looked around and realized I was in Liam's bedroom. I could barely remember the events from earlier. My head felt heavy and I wanted nothing but to stay in the bed with Liam.

"Do you know why you were with Jon?" He quitely asked almost like he didn't want to bother me with the question.

"He sat down next to me and I kept asking him to leave," I recalled.

"Well he left, and hopefully he won't be coming back around," he sighed.

"What did you do to him?" I worried.

"Nothing, I did'n't do anything. I told him to stay the fuck away from my girlfriend," with that last word my heart felt like it exploded and my smile was bigger than big.