Baby Daddy and I?

So, this is a story, all about this guy.. That I know personally. Some of this story, I Made up.. Some, true, down to the simplest detail. If something Is true, I'll be sure to mention that in the beginning of the chapter. 

MOST of this chapter is true.

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Hey Dason,  

Do you remember when we met? Well, if you don't remember, we met at church. Casey knew you and I thought you were so hot, like cowboy hot. I drooled over you. I'd stare until someone would say, "staring is rude". At one point, Casey looked at me and said, "Do you like him?"

I was like, "what's his name?"

And she said, "You don't know his name?"

I looked at her and said," no. What's his name?"

She said, "his name is Dason. Go talk to him!"

I was like, "nahh.. I don't know what to say.."

"Does it matter? Talk to him. Introduce yourself.."

So, I did. I walked up to you, which WASN'T EASY, because, well... You're you. You were jumpin around, joking with your dad, you were being hyper, as always. I walked up and said,  

"hey.. I'm Natasha." 

And you were just like, "well, hi!" 

I don't remember much after that. The next thing I remember, we kept asking each other questions, we just met, what do you expect? We always seemed to end up close to each other. You helped park cars, I watched. We sat with each other during church service. We just made each other happy. You made jokes, you were funny. I made stupid jokes that weren't funny, you laughed. I loved it, I made you smile! 

I hated seeing you upset. I hate seeing anyone upset but you the most. It hurt to see you upset. I never want you to be upset, sad or angry. Whenever you were upset, all I had to do was stand next to you and stare at you and a smile would creep up on your face and you'd say, "stop that, stoooppp, I'm angry..." I wouldn't stop, I couldn't just look away, you're too handsome. I'd just say, "noooooo." 

I flirted a lot. It's a problem. We started texting too. I don't remember much about any of it. Then, before I knew it, someone told me, "You know he has a girlfriend, right..?" I was dumbfounded. I didn't treat you the same after that. You started talking about her every once in a while. I was like, oh. Then, I had no idea, you said she was due. I was shocked. You got her pregnant?! You just came right out and told me everything, and I mean, EVERYTHING. Lol, ok not all the details, thank god, but you get the point.

You have a baby. You were different now. I didn't know you now. Everything had changed. Then you called me. What on earth did you want??

"I like you Natasha. A lot."

"What about Meghan? And your baby..?"

"Of course I love my baby, but I don't love Meghan, not anymore. She's a liar. And a fake."

"Oh..."

After that, it was truckloads of flirting. it was kind of sickening. Even to me. Before I knew it, I was calling you every night. Texting you, a lot. Then, She started coming to church.

Meghan. 

((Drake and josh, " Megan!" Haha.  Megan's are evil.))

Anyways, she started coming to church. So we couldn't hang out anymore. I hated it. 

She stared me down. I didn't care. Get a good look girl, cause your losing your guy to all this.. XP

She came two weeks in a row. During the week, my sister and I texted you. Megan didn't take that well. Jealous much? Then, Sunday, she was there. After service, you came up to me, holding Hayden, your baby, with Meghan. You looked horrible. Sad.. Angry.. Helpless. Like you had no choice. 

You called for me, I wasn't paying attention. I was with our friend, Sierra, laughing and joking. You called me and I turned and saw your face. Your sad, helpless face.. I looked at Sierra, "This can't be good." I walked to you.  

"I can't talk to you anymore." I could tell you wanted to cry. 

Meghan said,"That's NOT what I said."  She's SO controlling! AGH!

"Oh.. Well, what makes y'all happy. And helps y'all stay in a relationship." I said. I was lying, obviously.

Awkward silence. YOU WEREN'T EXPECTING THAT NOW WERE YOU?! Burn B.

"Ok, well.. Later." I turned and walked away. I walked away confident. I just wanted to yell at her, You DON'T make him HAPPY! UGH! I KNOW I DO!

That was two weeks ago.

Ok, well, until next week. 

Love, 

Natasha. <3