Hey I'm Louise , I'm 17 , live in Florida with my foster mom and I go to high school . I'm a girl that is depressed , I hate school , everyday I get bullied and picked on . Then when I come home from school my foster mom abuses me ! Everyone hates me !! I have no friends I don't even have a family that loves me , instead I'm living with a fucked up foster mom that is drunk and high everyday when I come home from school ..... I wish I had a better life , but ever since my parents died I promised my self I would NEVER love anybody again , and I will keep my word ... I won't never be able to trust anybody ever again .. Why does life have to be hard , so complicated ?
I guess time will tell....
Right now I'm in my room with the door locked because my mom is downstairs drunk and smoking weed with some friends . If I leave my room they will see me and they would probably hurt me , what why am I saying probably ?! They will hurt me !!! .
I started hearing footsteps coming up the stairs , they got closer and closer to my room util they stopped . Then I heard a pound on my door .
I started shivering and shaking , if I answer it I will get hurt but if I don't I will get hurt so it's a lose lose situation ....
There was another pound .
" Louise open the god damn door now !! " yelled a guy , he sounded as if he was in his mid thirtys .. You could tell In His voice that he was drunk and a little high.
I don't answer .
" Louise open the fucking door right now or I swear I will bust it down !! " he yelled even louder .
I was shaking but this time it just grew . I decided to get up and open the door .
I twisted the doorknob and I peeked through the door and no one was here , all of a sudden I was hit with the door and I fell onto the hard floor. I opened my eyes to reveal a angry guy with A glass bottle in his hands . I assume he was the one pounding on my door .
" Louise why the fuck did you not open the door the first damn time I knocked !?" He screamed in my face .
I gave no answer .. I was dumbfounded , I was shaking and I was feeling that I could past out at any minuite ,he grabbed my chin and made me look at him .
" Louise I am fucking talking to you , fucking Answer me !" He said ..
I did not answer ..
" Louise you just made a huge mistake " he stated , then he chuckled ..
Right before I knew it he had hit me with the glass bottle on the head .. I fell down and hit my head on the floor . I was still awake and I saw a huge puddle of blood. At the door way I saw my foster mom and her friends just laughing .... She doesn't even care ...
Everything started to turn black .....
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