Waking up half past noon without worry or job for that matter.. seeing as i had quit it the previous day to make more time for her. But getting up a struggle without enough motivation to breathe, but I eventually slipped out of bed downstairs to run until my legs gave out or my walls did, as I soon came to face, it was my walls, I quickly side swiped onto the grass and hung my head as silent tears started softly pouring down my cheeks and the occasional falling into my lap. I sat there for what felt like forever as i counted the cars go by with blurry eyes; I counted a total of forty-seven passing by in a subdivision street, slowly passing by. It is possible i may have missed a few due to trying to wipe my eyes so i could at least go home and look presentable.
