I'm fine...no you're not (complete of book one)#watty's2016

Chapter 6

Jacob held out his hand. I grabbed it, and he lifted me up. He just looks at me with sadness and regret in his eyes. I gave him a sympathetic look.

"What are you doing back here", I asked.

"I came to apologize, I knew I shouldn't of qestioned your judgement"

I scuffed.

"Pfft just leave me, I'm used to it already, I know you're gonna leave, everyone does", I said.

"Trust me I'm not gonna leave", he said.

"Jacob I-I can't", I said running out the school doors all the way home.

I ran into my house and upstairs to my room. I walked into my bathroom and looked into the mirror. And I repeated everything anyone's ever said to me.

"Fat"

"Ugly"

"Stupid"

"Worthless"

"Slut"

"You should die"

"Why are you even here"

"You're dead to me"

And finally what he said to me before he left.

"I don't want you"

I held up my wrist and slid my blade across my wrist.

'One'

'Two'

'And three'

I was about to do a fourth, but then I herd running up my stairs. Someone came into my room, and then my bathroom. Jacob he came in with a shocked expression on his face. I looked at him, and he looked back at me.

"..........", I stayed silent.

He took me by the hand and pulled me out of my bathroom. We sat down on my bed. 

He looked at me. "Olivia why", is all he asked me.

"Listen Jacob you don't get it, no one does", I said.

"I do", he said looking down.

"Everyone I know says that, but the don't-", he cut me off by pulling down his sleeve.

"I do get it...my ex girlfriend she cheated on me with my old best friend after my dad died, and then I had to move to a new town and make new friends....I've had this empty feeling for awhile", he said.

'Wow he does understand but...'

"Jacob I'm sorry..........here's the thing with me Jacob I had someone tell me they loved me and that was all I needed...he left and before he did, he said 'I don't want you', and that crushed me....and then I stopped seeing my mom everyday, she's always working, I never see her really, and then there's my sister, she never talks to me either, I'm just left to my thoughts...no one loves me no one cares...", I said tearing up.

"That's not true someone does love, someone does care", he said.

"No! No one does", I said.

"Yes there is"

"OH REALLY NAME ONE PERSON WHO LOVES ME", I asked/yelled.

"Olivia me I do", he said.

"What.....", I asked.

"I-I don't know how it's possible but I fell in love again....I love you Olivia, I promise you I'm never gonna leave you no matter what", he said causing me to cry even more.

"Don't say it if you don't mean it, I've had too many people say it and not mean it", I said.

"Well I do Olivia, I love you", he said leaning in closer.

"I-I love you too", I said.

And the our lips touched. My first kiss. I'm glad he's my first kiss....

He saved me.

He loves me.

"He kissed me"

"He broke down my wall"

"He fixed me"