Growing up in a household with no father is hard. My father left me and my mother when i was 5 said he needed some air and never came back atleast that is what my mother told me.It was hard growing up without a father someone to love you and call you his littile princess, Spoil you,Hold you and protect you from the world.I didnt have that but my mother tried so hard to fill that space. She had 2 jobs and she tried to give me what i wanted it didnt matter how much or what it was she would tell me that i deserved it. But the older i got my mom got sick and sicker she told me she was fine but i knew she wasnt.On my 18th Birthday she passed away before her leaving she told me she is proud of me as her daughter and kissed me and told me i was going to be just fine.It was hard seeing my mom die i cried for 2 weeks straight. Finally i got out of the house i went to the corner of the street where the drug dealers where and got some cocaine.I thought it would ease my mind from all the pain i have gone through but it made it worst i got addicted to that drug i would be in the house for 2 weeks straight and come out and get some more. i had no friends no mother no father i had no one i was alone i thought it was over for me. Until one day i got a package and the ups man ranged my doorbell he was tall handsome and so sweet he saw i was alone and i saw i was hurt so he pulled my close and held me for an hour then he kissed me softly telling me im here for you i was scared because the last man i let in my life left me and i didnt want that to happen again.So i told him to leave. i said dont come back.Leave. He left but for 2 months every day he came back and ranged my door bell. Saying come out please lets talk. Finally i got sick of it so i came out side he expressed to me his feelings and what has been through so i talked to him for 5 hours straight that night. After that we talked every day and send me flowers or take me out to fancy resturants.3 years later he proposed and i said yes i was scared at first but i knew he wasnt leaving me he treated me like his queen and protected me from the worldand a year later we were married and had our first child it was a girl she was the sweetest,cutest,funniest baby ive ever seen. she had a father and i have a husband . someone to love ust both.so that day i opened up and let free. i finally was happy and i knew my mom was too.
