Mommys coming back to you my love "

The End

I wiped my tears."Take care of yourself babu" i tried typing with my shaky hands ."maybe now i don't
even have the right to call him babu" .i thought.but what will i do,where will i go .how will i live this .what people call it.yeah life ..i closed my eyes thinking maybe closing them will help me not imagine about him more ...maybe but as soon as my eyelids closed .i could feel the teardrops on my cheeks..
The funny part was that I could not believe it yet.he left me alone .but what about the marriage.those promises he had made..I thought what about the i do's ' those vows we had exchanged.
"No no it had to be a mistake  " I thought.He can't live without me.yes of course he cant
I m his life.
For once everything was coming back.that first time his lips touched mine .the first time his soul touched mine.the way he used to kiss my forehead.they way he bought me flowers.our hidden marriage..from the family people .there was so much love in his eyes. And that time when we lost our child during my abortion.
"How could he ." I have to stop him I thought. No i have to go.
I was laughing and crying at the same time .my conscious mind wondered weather was i losing my mind.my sub conscious mind was worried about what was right to do at this time
Cry or laugh.
With these thoughts i took a auto to his home.
His home looked like always
Only it was decorated,prepared completely for the wedding.
Yes he was getting married .not to be but someone else.
Why not me ? According to him i was not good enough.because of living my studies because i dint look as pretty as i did when my family supported me financially.because i was a teenage girl doing jobs to support myself .
I couldn't help but wonder where these the real reasons.
"Please babu,don't do this..how can you forget.our marriage .me leaving home my career studies for you.our child .remember you had promised over her that we will never abort anymore child.you will marry me ..don't do this.i wont be able to live."I expected him to hug me n cry
"Wake up girl! Those days are gone .now I'm a drummer successful one..i need to get married and have a real family,real wife not as fake as you .haha,he laughed" i couldn't help but notice the way his eyes twinkled once he smiled ..
"Now get lost,i don't want to be late for my own wedding!"
He pushed me,then turned and left ..
I could feel the pain.it was taking over...god knew how bad I wished i wished i could stop my beating heart out there at that moment.It was worse then every every muscle in a body tearing apart .i couldn't feel myself anymore
"I m coming baby,mommy won't leave you alone like daddy did.." I said.
My last words to myself,i knew