Let me be the one

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Jayden.

"Trisha please wag mo naman akong iwan ikaw nalang ang meron sakin, parang awa mo na" pagmamakaawa ko.

Alam ko. Alam ko pero mahal ko siya e. Gagawin ko lahat hindi lang siya umalis kahit na magmukha pa kong tanga dito sa kalsada kakayakap sa paa niya wag lang siyang umalis,  mahal ko e. Mahal ko!  Ganun naman diba kahit na alam kong , alam kong wala na talaga, mahal mo e!

"Jayden tang!na naman wag *huk*mo na kong pahirapan".

Naiiyak na siya alam kong naaawa  siya sakin, pati ba naman to ipagkakait niya sakin alam kong sinabi kong lahat gagawin ko pero t@ngina mahal ko siya,  at alam ko,  alam kong di siya sasaya sakin,  kaya kahit masakit, gagawin ko mahal ko e! Mahal na mahal.
Tumayo ako at hiniram ung gitara nung matandang kumakanta sa gilid nung kalsada, umupo ako sa harap niya.

Somebody told me you were leavin’ 
I didn’t know 

Oo nung una hindi,  hindi ko naman kasing aakalain na hindi ka mahihirapang iwan ako akala ko kase ako na, akala ko lang pala.

Somebody told me you’re unhappy 
But it doesn’t show 

Masaya ka naman a! Bakit ganun.

Somebody told me that you don’t want me no more 
So you’re walkin’ out the door 

Bakit kailangan mo lang umalis, di ko naman ipipilit e! Kahit sa malayo, di mo man lang ako pinag bigyan.

Nobody told me you’ve been cryin’ 
Every night 
Nobody told me you’d been dyin’ 
But didn’t want to fight 
Nobody told me that you fell out of love from me 

Naalala ko pa nung tayo pa sobrang saya mo, ko lagi kang tumatawa sa mga jokes ko kahit corny, lagi kang nandyan pag may sakit ako, pag may topak ako , kaya siguro akala ko lagi ka lang nandyan. 

So I’m settin’ you free 

Let me be the one to break it up 
So you won’t have to make excuses 
We don’t need to find a set up where 
Someone wins and someone loses 
We just have to say our love was true 
But has now become a lie 
So I’m tellin’ you I love you one last time 
And goodbye 

I love you,  saranghe sa korean,  je't me sa french , mahal kita sa puso ko. Please god let me do this, shet ang bading ko pero alam ko namang gagawin ko ung tama kaya please let me do this.

Somebody told me you still loved me 
Don’t know why 
Nobody told me that you only 
Needed time to fly 
Somebody told me that you want to come back when 
Our love is real again 

Sana nga, pero .
Umiiyak ka,  hindi humahagulgol ka. Wala na ba talaga?  Bakit awa na lang. Bakit?

Just turn around and walk away 
You don’t have to live like this 

I know, you don't deserve this. Because you deserve the world. 

But if you love me still then stay 
Don’t keep me waiting for that final kiss 
We can work together through this test 
Or we can work through it apart 
I just need to get this off my chest 
That you will always have my heart 

Always and forever.  Lagi mo nalang sinasabi yun pag may problema ko, sabi ko sayo walang forever e! Naniniwala ka na ba?
Let me be the one
Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a set up where
Someone win or someone losses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm tellin' you i love you one last time and -and g-oodbye.

Pagkatapos kong kumanta pumalakpak siya kasama nung matandang hiniraman ko ng gitara.

"Trisha sabi ko sayo wag kang umiyak sa mga mabababaw na bagay e! Diba sabi ko sayo di kita paiiyakin , please sorry na, tumahan kana,  kinantahan lang kita umiyak kana pano pa kaya pag nakipag break na ko?

"Jayd-"

"Shhh alam ko, alam kong sasabihin mong  wag ako ikaw na lang,  ikaw lang gumawa pero trisha,  hayaan mo naman ako dito"

"Trisha, will Let me be the one? Tumango siya pero umiiyak parin . ang gago ko  pinaiiyak ko nanaman.

"Trisha, my trisha. I love you, i love you so much . Please let's break up"

She smiled, crying but still she look like a goddess , god i love her so much, so damn much. Sa ngiting yun alam ko na ung sagot niya,kaya bago pa siya magsalita . Tinalikuran ko na siya.

"I know you'll get tired and eventually, give up.  And i know now is the time to say goodbye, you will always occupy a special space in my heart. Open your heart someone is there for you. Be happy.



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Goodbye trisha,"
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If i let you go, it doesn't mean that i dont love you anymore. It means that you are so important to me that I'm willing to sacrifice my  smiles for the sake of your happiness. 
-Armee Taylor

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