Nasir POV
I can't believe I cheated on Trey and he broke up with me. If I didn't go to that party I would still have my baby back with instead of him being with his ex. But I guess they aren't official yet because Trey posted a snapchat saying he single. He didn't block me which I think is kind of him for what I did to him.
I've calling his phone non stop. The first time I called he answered but didn't say anything then after that he just didn't answer. I don't eat, socialize, play ball or just think without Trey popping up in my head. Like this whole thing just got me fucked up.
My thoughts were disturbed by my phone ringing. I look at it and it's my boy Kam.
Me: ayo wassup
Kam: I gotta party going down tonight and it's gonna be lit
I really don't need to go to no damn party but it might be fun and I need that right now so I agreed.
Kam: aight I'll see you at like 10
Me: aight bet
I hang up the phone and put it on the charger. I grab my towel and go in my bathroom. I strip down and turn the water on hot. Once it's hot enough I get in and proceed to wash my body.
47 minutes later
I look in the mirror and I look fresh to death. I grab my keys and go downstairs and out door. It feels good outside so I decide to walk. I reach the house in like 10 minutes. The party was already lit as fuck. Boys and girls were dancing like crazy. I walk in some random girl starts to dance on me and grind up on her. After 15 minutes she leads me in a bathroom.
After we got done I left the bathroom quickly. I walk downstairs and Kam and some boy that looked familiar were arguing. I was stuck in my spot. The boy Kam was arguing with pulled a gun and so did Kam. I was stuck in place until I felt a sharp pain in stomach. I dropped and i blacked out. The last thing I heard was people screaming and an ambulance near by.I wake up lost as hell. I look around and I figure out I'm in a hospital. I don't know why though I can't remember what happened to me. I try to sit up and a horrible pain shot up from my body to the rest of my body. I sat back down and watched the television that was in the room. It was set on the new channel.
Announcer: last night it was a deadly shootout at a high school students house who asked not to say his name. There is 2 dead, 5 injured badly and a very disturbed neighborhood. It is said to be gang related. More information at 5 o'clock.
I was still watching tv when someone came in the room. I didn't care to look so I kept my eyes on the tv. Whoever it was sat down and sat there, I guess waiting for me to talk. After 2 minutes the person grabbed the remote and turned the tv off. I still had my eyes trained on the tv.
Trey: so you gonna ignore me
When I heard his voice his voice I turned as much as i could to face him. I studied his face and his eyes were puffy and red, so was his nose, he had a broken smile on his face.
Trey: I just want to say I'm sorry for the way I've treated you
Me: why is you here
He looked shocked for a second that I asked that question. But I mean why now. He had a whole lot of time to say something.
Trey: I know you're mad at me and that's why I'm here. I want us back. What I had with Taylor was in my past but you've been the one. I was so upset with you when you cheated on me. I felt like a fool and you've been no better than how Taylor used to treat me. But I'm not here to put you down or blame you I'm here because when I told you I loved you I meant it with my heart. I know I said if you fucked up I won't ever talk to you but it's been so hard for me to do. My ego crashed down I felt insecure my face was happy but my soul was the opposite. Please don't give up on us we are both perfectly imperfect people who need each other.
Me: come here
I scooted over in my bed and he kicked his shoes off and climbed in.
Me: I was never good with expressing myself when it comes to love but ever since I met you, you've changed my life on some real shit. I know I'm no good than Taylor but I try my best to be the best you've ever had. I look at you and I feel my problems go away. Me losing my brother, my grandma dying, my best friend overdosing just everything just seems to go away when my eyes meet yours. I hurt you in so many ways I could imagine. I promised so much to you but couldn't keep my word multiple times. Looking at my parents, they been put through so much and I idolize them. My dad came to me and said he sees himself with my mom when he looks at us together. That means so much to me and I just want us to go back to the old days. Trey baby will you become my boyfriend again and this time forever?
Trey: yes yes I will
I kiss him with as much passion as I can.
Me: wait how you get here
Trey: Taylor dropped me off
He must have noticed my facial expression because he quickly corrected himself.
Trey: no i talked with him and we agreed to stay JUST friends
Me: I don't trust him but I trust you
Trey: so when do you get out of here
Me: I don't know but I want you to go home and get some rest
Trey: but I wanna stay here
Me: you want to but you need some rest so go home
I grab his chin and kiss him gently.
Me: now go on
Trey: ok but I'll be back later
Me: I'll still be here
He left the room and I thought about everything. Then my phone vibrates and I look at it and my eyes deceive me. It's the girl from last night saying she pregnant.OMG this chapter was difficult to write. I'm sorry for not posting last month but I'll make it up. I really love you guys so much it's the inspiration y'all give me to do what I love and that's write. I wanna get to know y'all personally so follow my IG @obey_dre and sc @dre-davis
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ChasingTime
RomanceThis book is the life of two black gay men. One is a notorious gang leader, Nasir, the other is a straight A student, Trey. They both feel each other. Nasir is straight up with his feelings for Trey. Will Nasir's trap life endanger their lives. I re...