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Chapter six<3

Chaper six~

"Harry?"

"Harry!"

"Somebody help!"

"Mr Styles?"

Harry?

Mr Styles?

Oh, right me.

I open my eyes slowly, meeting worried blue-green ones and instantly choke.

"Louis?" I whisper and the skin around the eyes crinkle, the smile my heart aches for being shown.

"Oh thank god harry," His voice soothes the never ending pangs in my chest, my heart racing as his small hands reach for my face.

"I can't believe it's you..."

He silences me by smiling, my voice is unable to form the words I need to say.

"I missed you," I choke, reaching forward and running my hand down his cheek.

"I miss you everyday," He retorts leaning his head into my hand.

He is so beautiful, the beautiful fluffy brown hair that either falls down his face or stands up in a quiff, his beautiful eyes that seem like melted gems and light up when he smiles. His adorable little nose that scrunches up when he laughs, the occasional snort that makes him laugh harder. The bold curve of his jaw line, his pink cheeks, his little kissable lips.

It's all in front of me.

"I knew you'd come back," I yell happily, "I told everyone but they wouldn't listen!"

His face falls and his hand drops making my stomach plummet.

"What's wrong?" I ask,the hurt prominent in my voice. Louis withdraws from my hold, shaking his head and he sighs.

"Louis?" I cry throwing myself forward,"Louis please! You can't leave me!"

With one last look, his face hollows, his eyes clouding over and the colour fading to a black.

I kick and scream when he stands above me, my arms and legs seeming to be blocks of lead at my sides, holding me hostage. A small whimper escapes when he leans down, his black eyes watch mine as he does.

"Fight for me Harry," A voice growls,

"Harry I want you to find-"

"Fucking hell Harry, open your damned eyes!"

My face is submerged in cold, my nose filled with liquid as the figure towers over me.

I cry out, a shrill wail cutting through the chants of a crowd of people in front of me.

Liam sighs in relief as does Zayn. Paul and Niall rush to sit me up, but I jerk backwards, recoiling from their touch.

"Louis," I say like a child and my chest begins to shudder.

"I want Louis,"

Their faces contort with the pain of my words, Liam's hand covers his face as he walks over to the edge of the stage. Zayn follows him with his back hunched and his legs seeming uncooperative. Niall looks gravely upon me while Paul glances around.

This is what my life is now.

Realisation hits me hard, it literally stops my lungs mid breath.

I get this everytime.

He's gone.

~#~

Have you ever given your heart to someone who you thought you could depend on?

Have you ever realised that a certain person holds your heart with both hands?

Have you ever felt them crush it?

I have.

It's torturous, the process slow and agonising.

When everything reminds you of them, it's like a knife twisting in your chest.

Remember what I said about the glass?

I just lost another shard.

That shard was another piece of my heart.

Another realisation I've come to is, that it's impossible to live without Louis. He's literally all I need, all I want.

But how will I ever see him again?

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A/N

Sorry it's taken so long and the chapter length is the total opposite. I just can't get it right!:(

I hate writing on my ipod.

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