I’m sad because I’m mad,
I’m mad because I’m sad,
The problems never fade,
The pain never goes away,
My heart is broken,
To the point where it can’t be fixed.
I’m pissed at the world,
And I don’t give a shit.
Fuck everyone I know,
Excluding a few,
I do love one,
But only I know who.
I feel like I’m always the bad guy,
Never right,
Always wrong,
I try to fight it,
But I'm not that strong.
Forever alone,
No one to walk with me,
Cold as a stone,
Nobody beside me.
I hide the pain and sadness,
With some cheesy smile,
I tell myself it's not true,
But I guess I'm in denial.
I give people joy,
By wearing this mask,
The mask of a clown,
But my mask is breaking
Now exposing my frown.
I'm tired of hiding,
I don't want to be a clown,
I want to be who I am,
Show people my frown.
You can't help me,
So don't even try,
I guess it's that time now,
Promise me you won't cry,
This is goodbye for now,
Time for me to die.
