KAI
Fuck. I wanted to kiss her.
Those rosy lips were tempting me.
I wanted to throw that cigarette away and replace it with my mouth.
She looked directly into my eyes while I was trying to lit her cigarette. I couldn't take my eyes away from her.
I never been this close to her, I could feel the heat that was emanating from her body.
Her pupils were dilated and I bet mine too.
From the first time I saw her, her eyes captivated me. The warmest brown I've ever seen, like honey with a little hint of cognac.
Expressive eyes that showed strenght, determination, darkness, sadness. The last two were easy to identify, since I see them on mine every time I see my reflexion.
On the last couple of weeks I kept looking for her, just to watch her, like a middle schooler.
Kind of creepy, I know.
What I definitely don't know is: why do I feel so attracted to her?
When she refused my help, when she fell after she bumped into me, I wasn't making fun of her for falling. The fact that she cursed so loudly was the reason of my laugh.
She's a total contradiction. Her figure is thin but curvy, she's looks extremely feminine but curses like a sailor, her whole image sends the message "I give a fuck about everything" but I know she's a good student and works hard to be in top of the class.
"I didn't notice, the fact, that you smoke" I asked her.
She exhaled a big cloud of smoke. HOT-AS-FUCK.
"Well I didn't. I mean, I quit. But this is an and excellent ocassion to get back"
"You quit, but you still had a pack in your pocket?"
"Well yeah... A problem?" She asked defiant, lifting one eyebrow.
Like I said she's a contradiction.
"Not at all, we can be smoking partners now" I said and she relaxed.
Even smiled, I don't think she noticed it.
I tried to memorize it, don't knowing when I am going to see her smiling at me again.
When I touched the Max subject she got uncomfortable immediately, I liked how she doesn't want to make the relationship official, despite the clear intimacy they have, at least physically.
In my mind was running the question "Do you love him?" and how disappointed I will be if her answer is "yes".
Not that I care, of course.
Then we talked briefly about our first encounter and how for me was clear that she disliked me.
"Oh right... you laughed at me when I fell. What did you expect me to do? accept your help just for your hypnotizing blue eyes?"
"hypnotizing eyes?" I asked her, genuinely surprised by the term and couldn't help but smirk.
Her eyes widened.
"Fuck... I shouldn't have said that... I mean..." she said nervously, not knowing where to look at.
Then we both heard a "Babe"we looked at Max that was coming out from the restaurant.
When he recognized me, stopped walking abruptly just for a second and tried to compose himself.
The son of a bitch is so self-absorbed, that he didn't noticed me during the whole evening and we were like 4 persons away from each other.
Krystal "introduced" us, he pretended that he didn't know me the best he could and I think Krystal bought it.
He mentioned something about going to the movies and Krystal said goodbye.
I saw them walking away from me, one of Max's arms around Krystal's waist.
Lucky Bastard.
I looked at them, well at her, until she disappeared between the people on the streets. I started to wonder, how much time will pass until she speaks to me again?
I buried that thought.
Now that I'm back, I need to focus in more important things, unresolved things.
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A/N: Hey Guys!
Delivering a Kai's POV.
I said I wouldn't b able to update more but I had a short break and I felt inspired to write this. Sorry if it's too short.
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