I Will Stop The Rain For You

a not so Perfect day

I see my self in the mirror..i see a perfect girl on the outside....and a broken,screaming in pain,die-ing girl on the inside...

I have always been the girl that keeps myself away from everyone...

Not alot knows about me....they treat me as a perfect girl,no problems...and no worries in the world.

I may have a huge mansion...but i dont have a perfect family

I may have perfect grades
But i have no friend...

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Im thinking  so much i didnt notice hailey was calling me waving her hand on my face trying to get my attention...

"Hey kiddo!"i rubbed her head,messing up her hair

"Hey..stop that"she said with a little giggle...
"What were you thinking about"she says while pinching me in my cheecks..

"Nothing alien!!"i teased and pinched her cheecks

I stand up giving her a kiss on the forehead...

I walked downstairs seing mom and dad fighting....again

I tried to ignore them...but then dad started punching mom...

"Dad!!!"i heard hailey shout from the stairs

She run towards mom...
My stepDad takes a step back realising what he has done...

Mom was bleeding...she was pregnant...and now..my baby brother is gone...

I went closer to dad and slapped him...

"YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO STEP IN OUR HOUSE AND HURT MY MOTHER!!!!GET OUT!!!" I pointed to the door showing my anger i punch him in his chest.

He catches my wrist and started punching me i kneel down and looked at hailey...i gave her a quick stare...

She stood up and she tried to stop dad from hitting me...but dad pushed her away making her fall and pass out...

Once i saw her there...laying dow. Lifeless..a tear started to flow down to my neck...

I just let him punch me...i didnt feel a single punch...seing my mom and my sister lifeless...hurts me more..than all the punches...

As i was about to pass out...i saw the door opening.. then suddenly i heard a gun shot...and i saw my stepdad falling to the ground then everything blacked out..

I woke up realising im in the hospital...i didnt really care about how i was in the hospital
die-ing my chest was pounding trying so hard to breath i made a fist with my arm whispering to myself...

"We accepted him in our house....because mom said she loved him now this is what he does...i cant wait for him to die"

I felt a tear strolling down my face....

Im not the miss perfect that everyone thinks i am...

Im the broken,ruined girl...

I was about to stand up then a man with square glasses...with blue polo... and some black leather shoes...walked in

It was my bestfriend calvin...

"Hey"he gave me a smile...but i can see that he's not happy..

I cuped his cheecks with one of my hand

He takes my hand and squeezes it a little...a tear suddenly falls from his eyes...

"I dont like seeing you like this"he started sobbing...

I looked into his shiny glasses..and i saw my face brused theres still some dry blood on some of it...

"I love you..."he said...and i know he didnt mean it as a friend....i sit up and i gave him a hug...a very tight one...but it was warm...it was beautiful...it was....perfect...

He leans in and kisses me...our lips so perfect for eachother...it was like nothing happend a while ago..it was like another world....a world with no problems...i liked being with him...he cared...and i felt that..

He pulled away from the kiss and hugs me...i felt a smile crawl up in my face.........

"I love you too" i felt him hugging me tighter...which makes me hard to breath but i didnt care...all i know is that i love him..