Heartbeat

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Justs POV

I could feel the rage developing inside me as I saw the whiteboard of the class, she might hold a grudge against me but I cannot accept the humiliation that she gave me. We had been close friends ever since we were young but then she left me as she changed into a cold and heartless woman which is in contrast with her warm and friendly attitude.I know that she had told me about it so many times, so many words in different rhymes but I had told her that I don't feel the hatred that she feels. I just want to mend our friendship and if I can't then I want to know the reason for her to leave me like that. 

"JUSTS IS A DREAMER" was what the board said and I just can't believe that she would be that rude to do that to me. I know that I wasn't innocent as I had embarrassed her with my long and untamed hair, I seemed to be a misfit which was why she left me.  She had the fabulous style of a popular girl, with the typical attire and hair which makes her looks good all the time. 

Years ago, I did ruin her life with no bad intentions as it was just a surprise which failed, she is the only person who understands me and whom I could talk to. Never in my life, I had expected that incident to be the biggest mistake of my life. The day she left me, made me feel alone and I had gone wild and that is when I learned by heart that she will never be mine and I never asked her to be one but I just ant a friendly relation between us, nothing less and nothing more. Times had passed but she seems to show more hatred towards me, talking to her is my desire and receiving her treatment is my pain, if only I could turn back time, I wouldn't have to endure this pain but the battles that I have to face are in vain.

She is like a big sister to me, she means more than everything to me ever since  my sister left me, being with her gives me a comfortable feeling and feeling her heartbeat is what I want and need as that is the only way for me to know that she is breathing with me. I need her to help me in life, I just want to have that sibling relation that we had in the past, I don't want her to throw my heart away as I only want her to stay with me, be the big sister who she used to be as she is like the air that I breath and feeling her heartbeat is something that could assure me that the person who still understands me still exists mentally and physically.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 05, 2016 ⏰

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